Im bored,
seriously.
later i am going to watch "The coffin" with
humans,
duhh,
i bet ah-maine will be screaming
like a mad women in the cinema.
XDDDDDD
&&& i will be laughing at her. :X
WOW. im crapping like shit here.
zzzzz
this is what happens when boredom take over.
MUAHAHAHAHAHA.
that stupid, idiot, freako, shitty
ABEL TEO
woke me up early in morning!
GRRRRRRR...
Ah-maine is complaining too.
I realise that Abel is specialised at...
WAKING PEOPLE UP !!!
He's most qualified to be an alarm clock.
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA!
TO: CRYSTAL CHIA
i've tried to tolerate you when this problem started.
but you are seriously stepping on my limit.
fine, we may not have the right to say weilin is one-sided,
but you too, dun have the right to control what we want to say.
Since, you already have the hatred for me & charmaine,
why hang out with us?
are you trying to tell us you're a hypocrite.
whatever you had said before,
it's all bullshit.
when i try to put them altogether,
it doesn't link at all.
First, you was blaming us and all,
Next, you acted as though its not our fault,
and as if you are so kind and forgive us,
blablabla.
Last, you blame us again.
WHAT.DO.YOU.WANT?
you want people to pity you?
or are you trying to tell people that we are the bad guys,
so they will all go to you and support you?
are these what you want?
cause you seem to be acting like you want all these.
HA, you say you finally know what is the feeling
to be the one to be pulled in instead,
of one who is trying to pull people in.
did you said you finally felt it?
COS I FELT IT BEFORE.
Right, charmaine & aishah
may not have gone through such thing,
but after you came into their lifes,
they became so miserable.
do you expect us to be emo with you when you're emo?
do you expect us to cut ourselves when you cut?
i shall tell you this,
you can't predict anything,
and you don't know everything,
so don't act as though you know everything alright.
i may not know what they say behind my back,
i also don't know what did YOU say behind my back.
and at least,
i understand them more than you understand them.
YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I HAVE GONE I THROUGH.
SO SHUT YOUR MOUTH UP.
you really think you know everything,don't you?
I HAVE STAND IN THIS WORLD ALONE BEFORE.
IT'S JUST THAT YOU DID NOT KNOW.
don't act as though you know, can you?
cause you're making me think you're an idiot.
by the way,
you keep saying we don't have the rights,
to say this and that.
THEN,
YOU DON'T HAVE THE RIGHTS,
TO WRITE ALL THOSE TOO!
we can say that you don't the rights to say about us too.
so what if you cried more than us?
trying to compare how much tears you lost?
you want to calculate?
calculate all you want, since your mathematics is so pro.
you are right, up till now,
you still don't understand any single thing.
how do you know we did not try to understand you?
DO YOU EVEN HAVE PROOF?
ya, we may not have proof to say that we tried to understand you.
but, at least we ourselves,
know the best that we tried.
bluff you got money take is it?
stop making me laugh,
everything you did is link to us?
ARE YOU SURE?
HOW MANY THINGS DID YOU DO THIS YEAR?
DOES IT ALL LINK TO US?
think before you say anything.
don't compare us to weilin & florence or your primary school mates.
they are they, we are we.
we are DIFFERENT from them.
they can tolerate you, but we can't.
you said, weilin knew you as a
happy and hyper girl.
DO YOU KNOW,
you knew charmaine, aishah and me
as happy and hyper girls too.
yet you want to turn us into emo people like you.
SORRY,
we DON'T appreciate it,
we prefer to be happy, cheerful and hyper
than, emo, pathetic and miserable.
hello miss,
we did care for your feelings alright,
you were the one who did not.
again,
don't compare us with that shu mei girl.
WE ARE NOT HER!
since you hide until so miserable,
why don't you say earlier?
so, you can stop hanging out with us,
and putting a mask you don't even like and
live your emo and pathetic life.
you said what they wrote and you wrote are shit,
then what for you write?
nobody point a knife at you to write.
PATHETIC.
this is the only word i can describe you.
ok, you are in a game that i don't want to play,
so i'm happy to tell you this,
YOU.ARE.ON.YOUR.OWN.FROM.NOW