oh my oh my.. i dunnoe wats got into me . they say im jealous but am i? i dunnoe . ya, when i see both of you together i feel very uncomfortable but i cant be so selfish and only think about myself right? If separation benefits everyone of us, why not? they be perfect for one another. i should not go and destroy your happiness . yeah, maybe thats wat im going to do.
i seriously dunnoe wat im feeling deep deep inside me. everything seems to be tangled up together, and its so messy inside . im confused, VERY confused. i dunnoe wat i want! i dun want to hurt people anymore. ya, you may say that you wont be hurt. but u definetly will be! i dunnoe why, but i am 100% sure of that.
charmaine and all keep saying that i actually love you, do i? wat if it was jus admiration? in the end, i will still have to return to the beginning isn't it? i have full of questions but there's no answer to all of them. ya, maybe casper's right, i should focuse on my studies right now and think about the rest after my studies.
well then, i should really stop confusing myself and all of you. i think its time to entangle the knot inside me. sorry and bye.
