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Monday, May 26, 2008
ok.. today went to watch Indiana Jones with family.. ITS DAMN DAMN NICE! i recommend it to everyone of you! hehe! but something terrible happened.. haiz..
THAT DAMN BITCH PUT PASSWORD ON THE COM! ARGH! FUCK LA! she think she wat. so big arhs.. she say my attitude like shit, like hers very good like that! WORST THAN MINE LOR! IDIOT! keep saying the com is her the com is her! kns la! fine la, she big so wat. everybody in the family like her, so wat! i say excuse me, she say i CB kia, i didn't noe like that is called good attitude lor! ARGH!!!!! in the family nobody cares for me la. they only come and find me when they need help! like washing cars, help them do this do that then THEY WILL COME AND FIND ME! anot u think they will wan to come and find me mehs! like i said everybody in the family likes kristal khoo.. they agree with watever she say even if they dun agree they will tell her nicely.. but if it comes to me, they dun even give it a damn la. watever i say they dun even bother can! but why must i everytime give in to her! and she still dare to is she everytime give in to me! WAT IS THiS LA! like i said everybody in the family dotes on her then whenever i do something they will "kan bu shun yan"! everybody picks on me, HATES ME! thats why i prefer to be with my friends than be with you all! you all wont understand how i feel! you will never ever understand! NEVER!!!! thats why i will be so angry when daddy say about my friends! i have the right to make my own friend lor! YOU DUN EVEN UNDERSTAND ME! BUT THEY DO! you dun have the right to choose my friends FOR ME OSO! kristal khoo, kimberly jie they have wat kind of friend, you all never say anything. then i have wat kind of friends u all complain complain complain! i worth nothing to anyone of you! IM NOT A ROBOT! IM A HUMAN! mummy and daddy's hopes are all on me! they believe that actually i can sudy wan its jus that i dun wan! WAT THE HECK IS THIS LA! i oso can say, kristal khoo oso can study wan its jus that she dun wan! come on, im the youngest yet i need to do wat the oldest need to do. i have to do the chores when kustiyah is not around! AND WHEN IM DOING IT, YOU ARE ALL DREAMING! daddy ask me to take care the family but hello, im the youngest for heaven sake! everytime you all sick i take care of you all but when i sick you all dun even give it a damn la! i not only have to take care of myself i still have to serve every single one of you! wat is this la! im not your maid or slave ok! can this be called family?! I DUN THINK SO! watever kimberly jie or kristal khoo named, they get it! ok thats fine with me. but can u jus give me wat i wan!? i NEVER ASK FOR MUCH! they dun wan to share with me, and so i ask for it! is that wrong oso?! fine u can say that i dun need it, ok then! THEN WHY DO THEY NEED IT! i admit that im jealous of them, im angry, im not sastified at all! but who cause me to have all this kind of feeling!? IS CAUSE BY UR BIASNESS! i have to earn it before i can get something i wan. i have to show u my results then i can get wat i want! OR I HAVE TO WAIT FOR YEARS AND YEARS THEN I CAN GET WAT I WANT! do you noe how i feel not? YOU NOE ANOT! you dunnoe A SINGLE THING! you think you all noe everything arhs?! YOU ARE SO WRONG! i feel so awkward when i go out with you all but i feel so comfortable with my friends! i thought it should be the opposite? but why it turn out to be like that?! i shall tell you why, because they treat me more like a family than you all do! you GET IT NOW?! i may seems happy to you all, but inside me, IM NOT AT ALL! you respect jies decision, but you dont respect mine! i have to do things your way! and i dun want that at all. i rather you all jus leave me alone than me all this pain! I HAD ENOUGH! i can erupt anytime you noe! whenever you all wanna go out you all will find jies first, if they dun wan go or cant go then u all realy really no choice then come and find me. i noe that but im still very happy that u all at least called me cos i tot you all care for me, at least a bit.. but actually im wrong, SO WRONG! but now, i can confirm with you all! i am a different person now! i wont wait for you all to call me out cos i dun wan to already! LEAVE IT TO JIES! by following you all, i only will feel pain, sad, jealous! I WONT FEEL HAPPY OR LOVED! now my friends are my family. since you all treat me like shit, fine! let it be that way! im not last time that pearlyn khoo who is willing to be ordered around jus to catch your attention! now i have the guts to REGECT! ARGHARGHARGHARGHARGH! i love you all alot you noe, but u all cos me to hate everyone of you now! whenever i go home, i feel so weird, i dun feel that kind of sercure, that kind of safe! cos when i go home i will have like that kind of burden on me! ITS SO HEAVY AND BIG THAT I CAN COLLAPSE ANYTIME! but jus rmb this, i still love everyone of you! PLEASE DUN STEP ON MY LIMIT! AND MAKE ME HATE YOU ALL! cos your are only 1 cm away from it...
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