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ok.. today went to watch Indiana Jones with family.. ITS DAMN DAMN NICE! i recommend it to everyone of you! hehe! but something terrible happened.. haiz..
THAT DAMN BITCH PUT PASSWORD ON THE COM! ARGH! FUCK LA! she think she wat. so big arhs.. she say my attitude like shit, like hers very good like that! WORST THAN MINE LOR! IDIOT! keep saying the com is her the com is her! kns la! fine la, she big so wat. everybody in the family like her, so wat! i say excuse me, she say i CB kia, i didn't noe like that is called good attitude lor! ARGH!!!!!
in the family nobody cares for me la. they only come and find me when they need help! like washing cars, help them do this do that then THEY WILL COME AND FIND ME! anot u think they will wan to come and find me mehs! like i said everybody in the family likes kristal khoo.. they agree with watever she say even if they dun agree they will tell her nicely.. but if it comes to me, they dun even give it a damn la. watever i say they dun even bother can! but why must i everytime give in to her! and she still dare to is she everytime give in to me! WAT IS THiS LA! like i said everybody in the family dotes on her then whenever i do something they will "kan bu shun yan"! everybody picks on me, HATES ME! thats why i prefer to be with my friends than be with you all! you all wont understand how i feel! you will never ever understand! NEVER!!!! thats why i will be so angry when daddy say about my friends! i have the right to make my own friend lor! YOU DUN EVEN UNDERSTAND ME! BUT THEY DO! you dun have the right to choose my friends FOR ME OSO! kristal khoo, kimberly jie they have wat kind of friend, you all never say anything. then i have wat kind of friends u all complain complain complain! i worth nothing to anyone of you! IM NOT A ROBOT! IM A HUMAN!
mummy and daddy's hopes are all on me! they believe that actually i can sudy wan its jus that i dun wan! WAT THE HECK IS THIS LA! i oso can say, kristal khoo oso can study wan its jus that she dun wan! come on, im the youngest yet i need to do wat the oldest need to do. i have to do the chores when kustiyah is not around! AND WHEN IM DOING IT, YOU ARE ALL DREAMING! daddy ask me to take care the family but hello, im the youngest for heaven sake! everytime you all sick i take care of you all but when i sick you all dun even give it a damn la! i not only have to take care of myself i still have to serve every single one of you! wat is this la! im not your maid or slave ok! can this be called family?! I DUN THINK SO!
watever kimberly jie or kristal khoo named, they get it! ok thats fine with me. but can u jus give me wat i wan!? i NEVER ASK FOR MUCH! they dun wan to share with me, and so i ask for it! is that wrong oso?! fine u can say that i dun need it, ok then! THEN WHY DO THEY NEED IT! i admit that im jealous of them, im angry, im not sastified at all! but who cause me to have all this kind of feeling!? IS CAUSE BY UR BIASNESS! i have to earn it before i can get something i wan. i have to show u my results then i can get wat i want! OR I HAVE TO WAIT FOR YEARS AND YEARS THEN I CAN GET WAT I WANT! do you noe how i feel not? YOU NOE ANOT! you dunnoe A SINGLE THING! you think you all noe everything arhs?! YOU ARE SO WRONG! i feel so awkward when i go out with you all but i feel so comfortable with my friends! i thought it should be the opposite? but why it turn out to be like that?! i shall tell you why, because they treat me more like a family than you all do! you GET IT NOW?! i may seems happy to you all, but inside me, IM NOT AT ALL! you respect jies decision, but you dont respect mine! i have to do things your way! and i dun want that at all. i rather you all jus leave me alone than me all this pain! I HAD ENOUGH! i can erupt anytime you noe!
whenever you all wanna go out you all will find jies first, if they dun wan go or cant go then u all realy really no choice then come and find me. i noe that but im still very happy that u all at least called me cos i tot you all care for me, at least a bit.. but actually im wrong, SO WRONG! but now, i can confirm with you all! i am a different person now! i wont wait for you all to call me out cos i dun wan to already! LEAVE IT TO JIES! by following you all, i only will feel pain, sad, jealous! I WONT FEEL HAPPY OR LOVED! now my friends are my family. since you all treat me like shit, fine! let it be that way! im not last time that pearlyn khoo who is willing to be ordered around jus to catch your attention! now i have the guts to REGECT! ARGHARGHARGHARGHARGH! i love you all alot you noe, but u all cos me to hate everyone of you now! whenever i go home, i feel so weird, i dun feel that kind of sercure, that kind of safe! cos when i go home i will have like that kind of burden on me! ITS SO HEAVY AND BIG THAT I CAN COLLAPSE ANYTIME!
but jus rmb this, i still love everyone of you! PLEASE DUN STEP ON MY LIMIT! AND MAKE ME HATE YOU ALL! cos your are only 1 cm away from it...
LOL! i never blog for a week only, kana nag by people already! ><
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SUNDAY, 18/05/08
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hmmm.. nothing much happened today. went to popo's house to borrow the NTUC card from her as i want to book chalet then member got promotion. lalalaa! CHALET! hehe.. cant wait for the day. errr... then when reach there, aunty helping popo to apply the dunnoe wat thing on popo's hair. and i keep teasing popo say, "po, u very pretty lehs!" [ in chinese ] then say "you veyr young lehs" [in chinese] LOL! you all should really see her reaction! she's like giving me the "dun joke around" face and "shy" face! hahahaha! mummy checked popo's wallet but the card was not there, then she rmb that shi jin jie borrowed it since she need to book a chalet oso, so i went to uncle jack's house to asked for it! LOL! went in his house, since the door was big open [confirm is to welcome me, eee, so bhb ] LOL! then i gave them a very friendly greeting, saying 'HI' 'HI' and 'HI' and 'HI EVERYBODY' hahahaha! then when i leave i did the same thing.. then shi hua jie was like giving me the 'she's werid' face! HAHAHA!
Then went to DTE, to book the chalet. mummy paid for us first cos haben collect class funds yet.. so, BOYS YOU BETTER PAY UP! MY MUM WONT LET YOU GO SO EASILY IF U DUN! grrrr! haha. then went to the counter there, the line so long can.. = =" then i saw the coms there, on top put online booking.. so i went there, trying to book online. then i kana scolded by my mum! she say that, "our house computer cannot book mehs? come here and book! chey, i tot is need to come here personally to book. you arhs, waste my coupon and my time!" LOL! then i was like, i dunnoe mahs.. mummy this is my first time lehs.. haha!
So, in the end went home to book! WEEE~ i was so excited when i book can.. i was like wat if i put wrong information how? OMG! OMG! so i like check check check! HAHAHA! if charmaine they all were there, they will laugh their ass out! ^^~ okok thats about it. BYE
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SATURDAY, 17/05/08
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hmm.. today is the 7th week already. time jus flies so fast, so quickly.. haiz.. i still cant let go.. 49 days jus passed so quickly, i didn't have enough time to let it go. its jus too difficult. you treat us like ur own daughters and sons, and we treat we like our mothers. we really love you. some of us may be rude to you sometimes but actually we really care for you and we really love you.. we really hope that you will take good care of urself. hope that ur next one will be a much much much better one. and hope that you will live healthily and happily. ^^~ please look after popo and gong-gong and mummy they all. you are close to everyone of us. i noe that when u are there for us, we did not treasure u, we took you for granted and after you leave us, we are crying like hell.. ya, since we dun even treasure you, why are we crying so bitterly. cos actually, deep in our hearts we really loved you.. really we really do.
oh.. popo and gong-gong went to the t...le too. they cant do anything but to watch since they are your parents.. and gong-gong was like crying? and when i saw, i really jus coudn't control myself.. haiz.. kim jie coundn't too! until now, i dun think any of us are able to let go la can. its really the hardest job. haiz..
we are really sorry for making you suffer so much..
GOODBYE!
WE LOVE YOU!
WE MISS YOU!
this may be the last farewell?
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FRIDAY, 16/05/08
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hmm.. today arhs.. i forget already sia. grrr. ok, today cant go and fetch charmaine and aishah, cos of ''! haiz.. sian la.. then cant go for volleyball oso! ><>
then got geog lesson, boring.. and i never do geog homework lor! zzz! hoho! but luckily no have, cos dunno got wat thing then skip the lesson! YAY! hehe.
then got biology that day, miss cai teaching us a new chapter, ECOLOGY? i think so la.. seriously, im really really not listening.. im playing with the keychain then vandalising the table.. =X dreaming.. ai ya not listening, thats it! ok, i only listen the part on the tapeworm.. its so damn gross can! ARGH! haha! then finally the class ended! anot i really will sleep cos i almost did! HAHAHA! sorry MISS CAI!
then at night or in the afternoon, charmaine was scaring aishah with the emoticons 'cockraoch'. then aishah was like, omg omg! and she was like space enter space enter space enter to get the cockroach off the screen! HAHAHA! you should really be in the conver.. its damn funny la!
okok, thats the end of it.. i dunnoe wat to say already! =X
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THURSDAY, 15/05/08
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BIG NEWS! BIG NEWS! charmaine my wifey ran today! WOOHOO! cos today during PE lesson, 3 classes, 1E3, 1E4 and 1N1 gotta run 2 rounds around the school. but the problem is that none of us was in the mood to run la, u see. haha! and charmaine really did ran for the first round i think? then i dunnoe already. AND MIRACLE, SHE PASSED! LOL! XD but that time, after i finish running i really very tired like wanna faint already that kind.. and i dunnoe why! then today oso got check exam papers.. we need to check if the marks all correct not mahs.. all of us like so damn nervous la! haha.. dun ask me how much i get! cos i will kill you! =X ok, today nothing much la.. forget everything already! :(
BYE!
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WEDNESDAY, 14/05/08
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hmm.. wat did we do today? errr... * thinking hard * oh ya, today checked papers.. and my results was like, SHIT! ARGH! i seriously dunnoe how am i gonna tell mummy and daddy lor..haiz... but hope the overall is much better!!!!! ARGH! ok.. i dunnoe wat to say anymore! LOL! im being so retarded la.. zzzz
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TUESDAY, 13/05/08
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WOOHOO~ that day is marking day, so no need to go school!!!!! so stay at home and slack... zzzz.. forgot to tell kustiyah that i no school, so uli was like calling calling calling me to wake up! I SO DAMN IRRITATED CAN! lol. but actually is partially my fault la.. zzz.. then make me cannot sleep properly.. =X and i lost my beauty sleep! haha
then dinner that time, i ask daddy go watch iron man! at first he was like saying dun wan dun wan.. but i keep asking la.. then at last he went! HOHOHOHO! but i not force lor, dun misunderstand. but he still keep acusing me say i force him go!~ zzz.. but this is the first movie he saw after 20 over years! WOOHOO! luckily he enjoyed it! anot i will feel guilty ok! hehehe..
i love IRON MAN! i recommend it to everyone of you! i love the last part.. " i am.. iron man! " HAHAHAHA! its like so damn cute la! LOL. ok thats about it! BYE PEOPLE!
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MONDAY, 12/05/08
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YAY! that day is the last paper.. english paper 3.. i dun think alot of people really studied for it lor.. its like so lame la.. paper 3! zzzz vocab, grammar all this.. so sian la.. i cant even rmb a single thing lor.. so i didn't really give it a damn! ><
then after that we went to eat breakfast at mac.. ITS YUMMY! i ate, pancakes. then dear they all was like asking, "pearlyn, why u eat so fast?" then i say back, "i not like someone[aishah] eat so slow and gently." HAHAHA! i so bad.. i noe.. LOL!
after we went to ehub,actually wan to watch movie wan but haven open so we go aishah's house and slack! until about 1 plus like that then we decide to go tm watch "What happen in Vegas". ok, the show was abit "uh hem" but it NICE OK! LOL! okok.. thats it. BYE
ok, thats my week! ^^~ BYE EVERYBODY! BYEBYE!
HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY! thank you for everything u did for me.. thank you for bringing me to this world! THANK YOU. THANK YOU and THANK YOU! and thank you for taking care of me for so many years.. and im sorry that i caused alot of trouble to you! sometimes, im really trying to make u happy, but at last im causing trouble to you! SORRY! but still, i wish u a HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!
I LOVE U, MUMMY!
What Pearlyn Means
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You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.
Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.
Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.
You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
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Your Love Type: INFP
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The Idealist
In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship.
For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up.
Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive.
However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space.
Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ
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What's Your Love Type?
The Keys to Your Heart
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You are attracted to good manners and elegance.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.
Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.
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What Are The Keys To Your Heart?
The Recipe For pearlyn
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3 parts Courage
2 parts Mischief
1 part Nonconformity
Splash of Seductiveness
Serve over ice
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Your Rising Sign is Gemini
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You often feel torn between two dominant personalities.
Sometimes you're adaptable and friendly; other times indecisive and unsure.
No matter what, you're the life of the party or conversation.
Witty and talkative, you entertain with your stories and gossip.
It's a bit difficult for you to finish what you start - jobs, friendships, relationships...
There's so much you want to try. You often bite off more than you can chew.
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ok.. today i had maths paper 1! quite easy la.. hmmmm... then we went to MAC and eat BREAKFAST! WAAHOOO~ charmaine and i ate sausage mac muffin, crystal ate hotcakes with sausage, aishah ate hotcakes and cynthia ate big breakfast! HEHE! its so damn delicious.. yummmy! ok im being seriously seriously LAME! after that aishah told us that hillman they all will be playing soccer at pasir ris park.. and asked her to go and see.. so, she's like kana force la... LOL! then she pull us all go.. but at last only i went with her.. = =" haha..
u noe, charmaine pang sehh us, but actually is cos her dad came back from korea suddenly when she was about to ask her mum whether she could go.. so since her dad came back, they whole family going to eat lunch&dinner! HAHA! me and aishah was really freaking out when we heard that char could not.. haiz...
when we reach there.. aishah started saying uh hem's name.. say say say say.. its irritating ok! haha.. u all should try it one day.. then when i was seeing the game, half way.. i thought TANJONG KATONG SEC.. familiar lehs.. then i tot of JON! HEHEHEHEHE! then i was thinking, jon's in soccer wat then he should be here... so i asked aishah to msg hillman if he noes who jon.. haha.. and hillman noes! so im like asking her to msg him again why isn't he here.. but the prob is im msging jon too~ LOL! i noe i very idiot la, but jon always dun reply my msg u see! HOHO! surprisingly, jon replied! haha.. he asked me if im playing with hillman and im going like, u siao arhs, i play with him, i dun even noe him la.. hahahahaha! then i ask him mahs, why he not here.. then he NEVER REPLY! ARGH! so i called him, then he said he couldn't go cos he's outside with his parents.. so i abit sad la.. i very LONG LONG LONG never see JON ALREADY LA! >M<>
and and i got damn lot of mosquito BITES! ARGH! im running around.. jumping around.. walking around.. COS ITS SO BLOODY ITCHY! aishah, crystal and zhengwei did not get any lor! they should thank me.. cos i mosquito all aim me, so its like i prevented them from getting bite u noe! see, i so "wei da"! lOL! eee.... so BHB! =X haha..
okok, my leg is still so damn itchy now.. so i'll stop here! BYEBYE!
:] today got biology, physics and chemistry paper~ chemistry paper is like damn hard la.. dunnoe how to do most of the question! ARGH! LOL! bio and physics still ok.. can rmb most of the main things! HAHA! LUCKY! after the three papers, we went to KFC..again. haha! rmb the secret? okok, here it goes! charmaine, aishah, crystal and i went to the KFC first.. so i was like saying i need to buy something.. actually we three all wanna go but one gotta stay with charmaine.. so crystal stayed with her.. me and aishah quickly went to the watch shop that is called the Chain something la.. then we bought the watch that charmaine long wanted and loved it like hell! it cost $119 singapore dollars! NO JOKE OK! haha! since we did not noe her until this year and she treat us all so good, so we decided to thank her by giving her that watch! ^^~ me and aishah went to the kopitiam to wrap the watch UP! the first layer we did not use much of the tape but the SECOND LAYER! HOHOHOHO! we use newspaper and tape it with damn damn damn lot of tapes! haha! we are thinking how is charmaine gonna open it! haha. then when we went back to the KFC, we was like keep asking charmaine to close her eyes.. so, we gave her the 'present' and told her the reasons why we are giving it to her.. haha! she really had a very difficult time opening it. then see her so ke lian we let her use sissors.. LOL! then when she is reaching the REAL thing.. we asked her to close her eyes again.. we took the newspaper out and gave her the watch box.. slowly, she opened her eyes.. we tot she will cry when she see it, or she will scream.. but we think too much.. her reaction wasn't big but i can feel that she really really thank us.. she really really appreciate it.. but she's jus too shocked to say anything.. HAHA! so, charmaine knew the secret after all! HEHE! this is wat i wanna say to charmaine but like she will read like that haha..charmaine, thank you for treating me as ur real friend.. u really very good to me. u make me noe wat does it feel like when you are treated as a real friend. you are so good, so kind and u really understand me.. if i didn't have u this friend with me, i dun think i will so happy today.. ^^~ i really love u! i really do. thank you for everything.. when im wrong u will correct me, when im down u will console me.. i can feel that u really do care for me.. and thats the first time im feeling it from a friend! ok, this may be the first time im saying it, but i really do treat u as my best friend. and hope that our relationship will go on like this forever! XDTHANK YOU CHARMAINE! I LOVE YOU AND EVERYONE DOES TOO! <3
actually i have many many things to say you noe.. but, it all went away! MEMORY LOST! ok... hmmmmmm *thinking hard* uh HUH! i shall talk about the whole week alrights? hehhehehehe.. here is goes! MONDAY,
monday we had History and MT paper 1. the history was damn damn damn hard la... zzzz wats worst is i left blankS! can u believe it! haiz...i really scared will fail sia. then the MT paper 1 quite ok la.. actually i got alot of things to write one lor, but not enough time.. SO, must cut cut cut cut.. ><> bake a cake for lycia since her birthday is the next day.. and she dun like to eat chocolate so we gotta do some other things.. haiz... after the shopping we went to aishah's house to start baking! HAHA! the first cake failed cos its NOT COOKED! ARGH! and by the time we finish it, its like around 7 plus already! hai yoyo.. but we still wanna bake the seond time! LUCKILY the second cake was a success! anot i really will go and jump down the building! HAHA! and mustaqiim's dad called aishah to ask for mustaqiim! HAHAHAHA! he was like scolding aishah la.. and she's really freaking out! LOL! then when we wanna put the colouring, farhana spilled it on her blouse! LOL! then her uniform like got blood sia.. HAHA! then we are really tired and hungry! haha.. and we left aishah's house at around 10 plus! ><
TUESDAY,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYCIA! hahaha.. in the morning aishah and charmaine and farhana was waiting for me to go.. and i at last did not turn UP! OMG! IM TERRIBLY SORRY! but luckily they found farhana and they manage to bring the cake to school! HAHAHAHAHA! we store the cake in the fridge at the chicken rice store.. then during recess period, we took the cake out and finding ways to light the candles up.. we tried matches but it didn't work.. at last the aunty from the chicken rice store helped us! HAHAHAHA! THANK YOU, aunty! then when we was walking towards lycia, a damn F guy go and blow the candle out! ARGH!!!!!!! but we had no choice so we jus continue walking.. charmaine was covering lycia's eyes, so when we was in front of lycia, charmaine slowly take away her hands and lycia open her eyes! SHE WAS SO DAMN SURPRISED LA! HOHOHOHO! and out surprise party was really a sucess! and luckily she said that we passed(the cake)! we asked her to take the candle out from the cake, WITH HER MOUTH! we almost push her head lor! but did not succeed... zzzz.. haha! then after all the papers, aunty christina asked us go to the downtown sakura and she will bring lycia there.. so we went and waited for them.. lycia was really shocked when she saw as there la.. then we ate and cut the cake and WENT HOME! hahaha.. THANK YOU, AUNTY CHRISTINA! oh ya, she gave lycia the present and u noe wat is that noe! iS THE WATCH THE CHARMAINE WANTED SO DAMN BADLY! and when charmaine saw it, she really screamed and she was crying la.. LOL! then after that charmaine, crystal, aishah and zheng wei went to my house to start the GOSSIP CLUB! ^^~ and aishah was really in love with the 2007 bear! haha.. she name it D.. zzzz..LOL!
WEDNESDAY,
haiz.. this is a very bad day for everyone of us u NOE! ARGH! we had our maths paper 2, it was damn hard la.. zzzz.. linah did not manage to finish section D.. and she was feeling so DOWN! so.. CHEEP UP LINAH! ^^~ u see, linah u are not the only one that did not manage to finish section D u noe.. and although section D cause 16 marks that is quite alot, u could still pass! SO DUN WORRY OK GAL? and some other people may not finish alot of questions too! and the total up of those questions may cause much more marks than urs! and u really gotta think positive alright! XD
WHAO.. i say until like i so pro like that sia.. =X hehehehe! ok.. after the maths paper, we went to white sands KFC to eat CHICKEN! HOHOHOHO! then when we are done.. we went up to the watch shop and CHARMAINE was like, keep looking at that square watch saying that she's gonna buy that watch no matter wat.. HAHA! then me, aishah and crystal was planning SOMETHING.. hAHHA! charmaine was really mad when she noe we are keeping a secret from her, she's begging for us to tell her the secret but we jus wont utter a single word.. THEN, lycia came to us and told us that the watch the her mum gave LOST! we checked her bag and checked everywhere she went but we just couldn't find it.. i asked her to call her mum and tell her that she lost her watch, but she jus refused! and i dun noe why! me and cynthia went to the customer service and asked but they say nobody returned anything.. lycia panicked, but all of us was finding like hell except for HER! crystal scolded her, but end up, crystal is the one crying.. haiz... so i went to the waskroom with her.. she locked herself in the cubical for so damn long, and u noe for wat? cos she was typing a sorry msg for her! OMG! ARGH! then charmaine and aishah came, so i asked them where is she, they said she went to the library with cynthia.. WTF right! so i went to the library, i asked charmaine to help me call her out.. so i asked her when are u going to tell ur mum about the watch.. then she said she dunnoe and she dare say that now tell and later tell got difference mehs? then we started argueing.. haiz.. i really feel like telling her this..
you noe that ur mum spent so much time preparing a surprise party for u? DO U NOE ANOT! u dun even looks like u appreciate.. u dare tell us that ur mum is the best among all of our mothers. we agreed but do u noe that u are the worst child among all of us! u said that u noe ur mum loves u but do u? u said u love her but why cant we feel or sense or see it! u dun even seem like u give it a damn la!
U dun care our feelings, thats fine with us.. but its a must for u to care about ur mum's feeling! DO U NOE THAT?! she following u, u noe.. not u following her.. she's giving wat u wan.. do u noe that raising 2 childrean yourself is a very difficult task! u wan to try?! and she gotta work and HELP U DO UR ART TOO! have u ever think that wat if ur mum's not beside u anymore! wat are u gonna do! none of the parents in the world could stay by the side of the children forever u noe! U GET IT OR NOT! do u noe that ur attitude towards us and ur mum's is totally different? and u dare to tell us that u dun care about that watch already la! HOW COULD U! have u ever think for mother or not! u said ur mother was too hush on ur sister.. yes, she may be too hush but have u ever thought of why she's being like tat anot! U NOE WHY ANOT! u dunnoe? i TELL U WHY, she have alot of burden on her u noe.. she's taking away all the burdens on u two sisters u noe! and u noe how stress she is? u cannot take sick as an excuss u noe.. if u wan to take that as an excuse i can tell u how sick ur mum is already.. she wants to rest and she wants to stop all those hard work... but can she? CAN SHE ANOT?! BECAUSE OF U SHE NEED TO CONTINUE TO DO EVERYTHING HERSELF! and you say that u have problems, since u have problems why cant u tell us? aren't we friends? u said that is because u dun feel like telling us.. fine! but do u noe the ur that single problem is only abit bit bit of our problems! DO U NOE THAT?! DO U NOE?!
AND UR DUN CARE ATTITUDE! it sucks! everytime u tell u our problems or tell u something.. u will be going like so? or you think i care? or also not my business! cant u jus act like u care! CANT U THINK OF OUR FEELINGS! when we tell us something, we will advice u or listen to u.. wont like u so rude!
and do u noe that, u treat all of us as a toy? u dun have this one,u go to another one, dun have another one u go to the last one that is crystal! DO U NOE THAT! crystal and i is already treated like that in the past, cant u make us dun kana hurt again! u dunnoe that kind of hurt is how pain lor! cant u make us have a good school life?! CANT U!?
and ur brithday, we bake a cake for u! we dun even noe how to, but we put alot of effort in it! DO U NOE, we all kana scolded by or parents cos we go back late and is cos of ur damn damn CAKE! even zheng wei oso help alot.. he and u oso not close but he help U! all of us so tired, so dirty, but we have that kind of pleasant feeling when we finish the cake! we tot u will really appreciate it, but we over-estimate u! u jus keep saying thank you, but why cant i will that u are really appreciating it! WHY CANT I!
another one is the CME project.. charmaine wake up 5 in the morning jus to do the CME project.. she did ur part. u only wanted to draw! she ask u cut the words, u say that u dun wan, u draw, she cut! what kind of attitude u showing sia! charmaine did so much work but at last she will be getting the same marks as u! and u dun deserve that mark! U DID NOT DO ANYTHING! and do u noe that charmaine hand pain, u still ask her cut! i cannot continue to like that u noe!
AND U BE THE CHAIRMAN FOR WAT! noe i understand already.. u be chairman jus to make friends! if u are not the chairman u wont be able to make so much friends! but when u make friends, u have to learn how to care for ur friends, DO U NOE THAT? u make friends, so wat? at last u will be losing every single one of them..
you ask us to teach u how to show ur appreciation.. how to teach! DIFFERENT PEOPLE HAVE DIFFERENT MUMS! different people have different style! its not that u are that kind of person that will show how to appreciate something. u said that u want to show but u just cant.. are u sure u really really want to show it! ARE U SURE!? u really have to find that key to the box u noe.. cant u jus make ur mum happy for once? show that u really love her.. show that u really appreciate everything she did for u! dun think that showing appreciation can jus say it alright.. its not saying thank you, i really appreciate it, then can already ok! u may think that ur mum is already very happy by hearing u say that.. NO! she wants more than that! CANT U JUST UNDERSTAND!?
if u dun change, none of us are going to be ur friends anymore.. we will just let u go.. cos we noe that we have one another.. we do not need you to live on u noe.. time wont be waiting for.. all the decisions lies on u!
ok.. haiz.. im getting really angry and agitated now! so i'll stop here... LOL!
WHAO! i update my blog.. again? LOL! okok, i noe since i last posted was like few months ago? HAHAHAHAHA! watever~ hmmm.... I SHALL TALK ABOUT MY CLASS, 1E3!!!!
AMALINA talkative,american accent, kind
AMELIA cute, kind, hardworking, knows korean
YU MIN kind, abit rough, abit scary
CHARMAINE chio bu, crazy, nice figure, cute, kind, a good friend
CRYSTAL emo kid, pretty, crazy, scary, a good friend, kind
DICKLIN quiet, malaysian, sweet, gentle
JOYCE kind, friendly
CYNTHIA kind, loud voice, pretty, friendly
ESTHER guai kia, friendly, crazy, clever
LYCIA friendly, cheerful, kind, scary, pretty
AMIERAH crazy, easily scared, very clever, hardworking, guai kia
FARHANA crazy, hyper gal, kind, pretty, cute, a good friend
SYAIRAH cute, crazy, kind, friendly
ADLINAH hyper, sometimes emo, pretty, kind, a good friend
NURUL-AMALINA very soft voice, gentle, kind, pretty, EAR BITER!
ELLYSA crazy, good singer, pretty, loud voice, daring
NURUL-HUDA clever, plays the piano
AISHAH pretty, kind, friendly, clever, a good friend
JIALINN crazy, hyper, cheerful, clever, pretty
CLARISSA pretty, gentle, clever, hardworking
AHMAD damn good at art, hardworking damn nice, funny, clever, handsome
JASON pervertic freako, lame, not handsome
DERYL nerd, irritating, retarted
DERICK damn tall, cold, quiet, ok-ok look
ZHI-XIAN toot, idiot
JOSHUA kind, clever, nice, handsome, shy, basketball freak, good in sports
GLENN irritating, hates abel, ok-ok look, kind, lucky
JAVEN small boy, irritating, retarded hair, lame, funny
JORDAN irritating, ok-ok look, lame, nothing better to do, idiot
ZHI-HONG gay, idiot
MUSTAQIIM cute, kind, sweet, loyal, wonderful, cheerful, very good
JAMESON lucky, ok-ok look, irritating, quite good
RAIHAN gay, good, lucky, funny
RIAN good, kind, sometimes irritating, handsome, pro in soccer, brainy
RYAN emo king, irritating, knowledgable
SEAN-BERRY irritating, thick-skinned, lame, quite kind, quite nice
SHAUN brainy, lame, bookworm, ok-ok look, quite kind
SYED irritating, handsome, good, clever, lucky, lame
ABEL irritating, funny, joker, lame, idiot
WOOHOO~ thats the 39 people! (did not plus me) u see, my class in a rather insane, crazy and siao class.. hehe! although our bond not that close but we all quite good la! weeeee~ 1E3 rocks excluding the teachers! HEHEHHHEHE! IM SO BAD! oh my god.. hahahahahaha ok i noe im lame.. im really hyper and mad since the day i went in to HSC u see.. i have EVIDENCE IF U DUN BELIEVE! hohohoho! ok, i shall stop here.. PEARLYN TIRED!
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