PEARLYN, 葆玲

2010-03-14T21:58:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Ma!

Thank you for taking care of me throughout this 14 years 6 months and 4 days.
You did not complain about a thing.
Thank you for taking care of me when i'm sick.
Thank you for encouraging me on whenever i'm down.
Thank you for not blaming me when my results sucks ttm.
Thank you for all the things you have done for me throughout my life.

I will never forget what you have done for me.
I love you, Ma.

2010-03-13T19:18:00.000+08:00

I dunnoe whats up with my life.
I dunnoe what the F. am i doing with it.
Im living my life like how a typical person would,
but it just doesn't feel right at all.

Its like something's missing after i left them.
Maybe i just got so used to them in my life that i could not live without them.
ok, thats just total crap.
I'll just have to live with it.

Holidays will be worst for me,
other than sleep,
i dunnoe what i can do with it.
Maybe i shall consider mugging a bit?
-_-
geeez..
this sucks.

i've been emotional these days.
dunnoe whats got into me.,
hmmm..
maybe i just miss those days that will never come back.
or maybe i just miss the way it feels to be around my loves.

After all,
life is never easy.
I'll just have to learn it the hard way eh?

2010-02-26T17:04:00.002+08:00

TUX!
YOU GOT TO COME BACK REAL SOON!
EVERYBODY IS DYING WITHOUT YOU HERE.
GOD.
T.T

CAN YOU COME BACK NOW?
what about now?

haiz..
what do we need to do in order for you to get your butt in singapore?
FIRE?
or MORE FIRE?!
:D
WE LOVE FIRE!
YAY!

can you come back now?
gosh,
WE MISS YOU LIKE
)*@#$*@($&#@()$*!@_#*(_)@#*(_)!@#*@#*(@*_!@)
im sure you miss us like
)(*U@(*)Q@@)#U)@($*)(#@)#*)@$)$*)@#*()@#*)@*#_)#*
too. :D

come on, you know you want to come back.
you know you cant resist the temptation to NOT come back.
T.T

AHHHHHHH~

I MISS YOU TUX!
PLUS,
ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY TMR!
WE WANT TO CELEBRATE IT WITH YOU!
RAWR RAWR RAWR

IM GOING MAD!
CAN YOU COME BACK NOWWW?!

2009-07-30T23:55:00.001+08:00

PEARLYN KHOO quits blogging.
So long people.

2009-07-21T15:20:00.001+08:00

Hi. my com is screwed! :D

2009-06-28T16:19:00.000+08:00

Hi`

i know im suppose to be like chionging my homework.

BUT,

im just too lazy.

like,

VERY lazy.

stupid school,

cant they just extend the holidays?

later we kana H1N1 they responsible ah.

-.-

i doubt they will anyway.

homework homework homework.

wat the hell manszx.

seeandwhyaxe'em is coming over for a stay over.

how wonderful.

LOL!

papang says that she should not impose on me.

AWESOME`

ROFL.

this is humorous.

and yesterday's match was...

fun+stressful+sad+exciting.

we played 15 games in total,

and won ALL the games.

i think we are so awesomeeeeeeee.

frankly,

if we dont have seniors,

the results may be kind of opposite?

yeah.

HAHA!

so,

THANK YOU SENIORS!

ok,

i should go and do my homework now.

or i may get a BIG smack on my head.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EMERSON TIAN! <33

p.s: will pass you your present asap. ^^~

2009-06-21T23:38:00.001+08:00

Pictures will be posted. :D

Have a NICE day people!

2009-06-21T23:36:00.000+08:00

ohmygoodnessly HAPPY today. XD

today Kenneth Kor's WEDDING!

ohmygodd;

time flies really fast,

their wedding photos are AWESOME!!!!

all i can say is,

PRETTTTY`

Kenneth Kor is freaking HANDSOME man.

ShiMin Jie is freaking PRETTY.

LOL!

the bride threw the flower continuously 4 TIMES!

the freaking last time landed in my hands.

EMBARRASING.

T.T

i was like,

O.O?

WHAT?!

yes.

WHAT!

HAHAHAHAHAHA!

the camera man started bugging me,

you know for wat,

an interview on how am i feeling right now,

being so young for an upcoming marriage.

i was like,

GO AWAY!

@.@

today feels like returning to the past.

feeling the happiness being altogether again.

^^~

i cant believe im saying this but,

I LOVE YOU KENNETH KOR!

you're just awesome today. :)

the food was amazing

although i was freaking hungry after that,

cos the portions are amazingly small.

MUAHAHAHA!

but the hotel was,

MARVELOUS!!!

the view in the hotel room and everything is just...

HEAVEN`

ohmygodddd.

oh ya,

today is fathers' day!

HAPPY FATHERS' DAY, DADDY!

I LOVE YOU OH SO MUCH!

although daddy's not able to be with us today for the wedding,

since he's on a business trip.

i'm sure daddy's wishing Mr. and Mrs. Khoo,

HAPPY FOREVER!

awaiting for a new member in our family...

p.s: charmaine ng is enjoying her life at genting with "erhem".

lol. joking! XP

2009-06-05T21:35:00.001+08:00

Earth to humans. ^^

Long time never blog.

Word for the day, month, year.

AWESOME!

heheh.

life isn't really awesome these days.

Its the start of the holidays.

JUNE HOLIDAYS!!!

ONE MONTH!!!

YAYAYAYAYAY! :D

but,

for the first whole pathetic week of the holidays.

we went back to school for that stupid IPW.

how pathetic.

LOL.

ya,

im sad.

for many reasons.

number 1.

im having some skin disease currently.

& i DO NOT know if it will get worse.

for the current situation,

it seems to be getting worse,

& i may return to the doctor anytime.

how awesome.

-.-

number 2.

im crying for the particular person.

which i do not know why.

& this is pathetically the SECOND time.

i should go and see a phycologist soon.

number 3.

mummy is on the way to genting highlands NOW.

& im so damn sad.

she's going to be away until sunday.

yes.

i cried again.

i pretended to be asleep when she leaves.

i didn't know wat to say,

so,

i decided to stay "asleep"

drama eh?

LOL.

as for number 2,

im not going to be some idiot and

CRY again.

i fcuking dunnoe why i did.

urghh.

something is really wrong with me.

i am going to get him out of my bloody life.

-.-

BYE.

&&&

WINNIE IS BACK!

I LOVE YOU WINNIE!

2009-05-20T16:36:00.000+08:00

TAG REPLIES

16 May 09, 09:35

Adlina: haiz...this girl ah...crazy you know. -.-'' lol. if i followed you, i would have stomach ache alr...

LINAH! come on, im alright ok. so you will be fine. :DDDD actually, im currently having one major stomach ache. LOL!

16 May 09, 12:25

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16 May 09, 19:28

Charmaine [: srsly. u suck. HAHAHA. wna stalk ppl home ahhh? LOL. u're lousyy i wasnt even stalking thm stone. xDbut ysd was damn funny. Laigh th hell out man.

CNYXM. of cos i suck. dont you rmb that im the suckiest person on EARTH! MUAHAHAHA. and you know wat. you're still up in an iggy tree. LMAO!

18 May 09, 23:24

YOURsister: PEARL! stop watching lah! you like watch dunnoe how many times alr loh!

i finished watching it alr. LOL! slow. but im starting on another one, its sakura also. WAKAKAKAKAKAKAKA!

2009-05-20T16:29:00.000+08:00

Hi human beings living on Earth.
^^~
papa is home.
YAY!
i missed him like some idiot,
MUAHAHAHAHA!

School is really boring and depressing nowadays.

Charmaine says," PEARLYN, YOU"RE FINALLY BLOGGING
and,
PEARLYN, DOWNLOAD MAPLE!"

-.-

ok people, stop guessing,
im currently talking on the phone with HER!
LMAO.

this is so stupid./

ok,
anyway,
today im sooooooo damn sad after recess
UNTIL
i actually CRIED!
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!

yes,
no doubt,
PearlynKhooCried.

because of who you're asking,
emerson tian.

dont you all dare to ask me wat happen alright.
cos i may just flood your whole mouth in one min.
LOL!
(if you understand i mean)

I've been watching SAKURA these days.
ITS FCUKING NICE OK!
if,
anyone,
of
you
dare
to
say
it
sucks.

you know wat will happen?

you
will
be
so
dead
.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA`

oh man, this is SOOOOO lame.
seriously.
even Charmaine is yawning listening to me blog.
HEHEH.

funneh.

2009-05-16T00:46:00.002+08:00

Hi,

Humans on Earth.

Today,

everybody is VERY depressed.

Cos,

our mid-year results is like ....

yes,

LIKE SHIT!

DD:

Some cried,

some emo-ed,

some emo-ed/cracy (that's me!)

some just feel normal.

cooool?!

lmao.

But seriously,

MY results SUCKSSSSS!

T.T

So,

in order not to think about my marks,

i decided to go to TM1 with the queen of stones.

Then,

she told me,

"i need to go simei to repair my phone first."

-.-

so we went.

And we saw the jinglong guy with his gf,

trust me,

CHARMAINE & I ARE FAILURE DETECTIVES!

realllllyyyy!

its like we stalk them for not long only,

then kana noticed alr.

=.=

the charmaine ng la,

ask her turn she say she not tree?

i dunnoe la.

hahahahahahahhaah!

wah lau,

then we walk dunnoe howwww many rounds then found the sony shop.

stupid.

&&&&

PAPA-NG IS DAMNNNN SCARY!

WARNING: never lean on the number stand in the sony shop,

IT VIBRATES! =O

ok,

then we went to TM1.

Charmaine keeeep complaining that she's damn bored,

but i feel very fun ok.

fine,

i self-entertainment.

LOL!

ok,

then we went into this F.ING cool shop,

and i started wowing at almost every single thing i seeeee.

MUAHAHAHA!

but seriously,

its damn coool alright.

Charmaine say im embarrassing her. :O

T.T

LMAO!

And saw leonard lye today.

He changed into a better guy i should say.

BUT HE STILL SUCK.(see this leonard?XD)

that change doesn't change anything.

HEHEHEH!

you know,

he punched me so damn many times&itsfcukingpain..

T.T

when we going home with my sis.

then kristal jie only know how to smile,

dunnoe how to help abit.

PITY MEEEE!!!!

OH YEA OH YEA,

just now at TM,

i went to the vending machine to buy drink,

then previously,

there's this aunty,

she wants to buy coke,

but the vending machine die die dun want throw the coke out.

so,

she left.

then behind her the uncle,

told me its spoiled.

but,

i still tried.

since the 2 bottles of coke are still on the miving thing.

when i pressed the number thing,

ALL THREE BOTTLES CAME OUT!

then charmaine,

laughed like some idiot,

as per normal...

LOL!

i tried pulling the 3 bottle bottles out.

but the first bottle got stucked..

...

then this passer-by,

stopped.

saw us.

help us.

LOL!

im like soooo damn paiseh man.

and,

charmaine ng is so not helpful at all.

haha.

she just keep on laughing ang laughing.

HAHAHAHAHAH

HAHAHAHAHAHA

HAHAHAHAHAHAH.

0.0

another retarded thing i did today.

is drinking from the bottle without even opening the cap.

LOL!

yeah,

'kissing' the bottle cap.

then again,

charmaine starts laughing.

then we went to tm's toy'r'us,

and we bought this ball/egg thing.

i got a MUCH cuter winniethepooh than charmaine.

MUAHAHA.

and im VERY proud of that fact.

so for the summary of the day,

we went to TM1,

century square,

TM,

TM1.

HOME SWEET HOME. <3

p.s.: i never even study a single bit for my MAJOR exam. T.T

2009-05-13T18:16:00.000+08:00

YO!
exams are overrrrr yo`
3 cheers people?

NOOOOOOOO~

i still have a MAJOR exam please.
-.-
T.T

some victoria junior college admission test.
ENGLISH
MATHS
GENERAL
its like mainly all die la,
english dieeeeeeeeeeeeee.
maths die.
general still dieeee.

how cool is that?

manszxxxxx..
D:

i freaking need to get in to VJC!!!
come on,
its my "dream schoooooll"

&&&&
i f.ing wan to get out of that bloody school,
(the one im currently in)
-.-

ok now,
EXAMS.

maths paper 2, geography & EL paper 2
SUCKSSSSSSSSS

like seriously SUCK,
the hell outta me. X.X

i dunnoe how im going to fail my mid years yo`
celebrate with me!!
YAY....

T.T

wish me luck.

P.S: charmaine is up in an iggy tree. =O
&
HAPPY 8th MONTH TO CNYXM&IGGY!!!!!

2009-04-26T12:28:00.000+08:00

Hi earthlings.

haha.

busy doing the stupid history project.

-.-

come on,

FOR HEAVEN SAKE,

it's about,

RACIAL HARMONY!

urghh..

stupid piece of shit.

was doing it under the block,

until 9 plus, (at night!)

then that stupid ian chua,

dont want come down help me.

LOL!

kdding kidding.

i think he's crazy man.

HE BLOODY TRAIN EVERY FREAKING DAY!

except for monday and wednesday.

evern SUNDAYYYY,

he oso have training.

yes,

W.O.W

i think he's trying to kill himself with exhuastion.

tsktsktsk..

nvm,

JIA YOU IAN!!!!!

GO GO GO !

2009-04-24T19:01:00.000+08:00

Hi`

I'm back.

blogging.

LOL.

This

stupid.

Yes,

You're

fcuking

bitch.

Get

out

the

way!

Man, i shall stop that.

LOL.

but about the fcuking bitch part.

It's true.

im fcuking pissed now man.

I know im like fcuking bad,

to call her a bitch and all.

Fine, fine, i'll stop.

-.-

This sucks.

Everything is so wrong.

And,

worst still,

the mid-years are like...

NEXT WEEK?!

yes,

F.U.C.K

i know.

cry with me. T.T

haiz..

i know,

i suck so much.

Bye.

2009-04-18T19:54:00.000+08:00

woooo~ just came back from invading Yumin's house.

LOL.

i stole many things back.

shall share it(them).

HEHE.

SHHHHHHHHHHH...

~~dont tell Yumin.~~

hmmm..

actually went to Yumin's house to do el newsletter thingy.

played roiworld and myscene.com.

got said by jordon.

...

"Pearlyn, stop playing that game!"

LOL!

jordon lim,

barbie games are FUN!!!!

you dunnoe how to appreciate.

haha.

&&&

abel's mum voice is SHARP.

according to jordon and charmaine.

ROFL.

yesssss.

they called his mum!

to ask if he could stay longer.

and ryan almost asked the mother in the vulgar version.

haha.

ITS F.ING FUNNY!

then,

we went to mph to play..

PEPSI COLA!!!

yes,

you didn't hear wrongly,

its PEPSI COLA!!!!!

the game rocks my socks alright.

it may be lame but its freaking funnnnnn.

NO DOUBT.

try it man.

jordon lim is damn pro at it.

he win every freaking game alright.

SUCKER.

lol.

AND IM SO SORRY YUMIN!

i didn't mean to molest you.

HAHA

yeap,

you guessed correctly.

i molested CHAN YUMIN!!

AHHHH!

lol.

then left jordon and charmaine in the bus.

gonna get killed by cnyxm.

like seriously.

im dead.

goodbye to human beings living on earth.

ryan was at first stuck in the bus,

then the bus driver is like open and close and open the door.

then ryan slipped out

hahahaha.

its damn funny.

the uncle is like so pissed la.

dunnoe wat's his problem.

HAHAHAHA.

then went to meet rian and joshua,

played volleyball using jf's soccer ball.

FINALLY!

its freaking hard and pain.

&&&

linah's not bluffing,

they are good at it.

XDD

half way through i fell.

yes,

I FELLLL!

I F.ING FELL DOWN 2 TIMES!

1. on my toe, and it bleed.

2. on my BUTT!

lol.

this post is crap.

but overall,

today is a fun day.^^~

had fun at Yumin's and playing vb with two pehos.

hehe.

bye people.

2009-04-18T15:38:00.001+08:00

Hi! I'm currently invading Yumin's house. Bye!

To: human beings alive :D

2009-04-17T22:29:00.002+08:00

YO, earthlings!

Yo, human beings who are living on the planet

EARTH!

Yo, PEARLYN KHOO!!!!

yeapyeapyeap.

Pearlyn Khoo revived her blog.

"OMG! are you serious?"

"confirm for a while only"

"i bet she only last for 2 weeks"

LOL!

i doubt myself too.

hahahahaha.

but,

to human beings that are still alive and living

on the planet EARTH, listen carefully.

"PEARLYN KHOO OFICIALLY REVIVED HER DEAD BLOG!"

Get

What

Means

"Revived

Her

Dead

Blog"

It means, "her dead blog is revived."

HAHA.

SUCKER.

OWNED.

XDDD

i took a f.ing long time to do up this 'revived' blog ok.

appreciate it

CREDITS TO:

God Damn Charmaine Ng.

& you want to know something,

i missed the bloody scene,

that i want to watch BADLY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DDDDD;

it's the scene when jordon and charmaine is left alone.

IN A PEPSI COLA GAME!

ARGHHH!!!

thanks to God Damn Charmaine Ng,

i missed it.

T.T

want to know why?

cos,

she's angry at me for dumping ....

YESSSS!!!

haiz...

SHIT HERRRRRRRRRR!!!!

FYI, charmaine almost got raped.XD

2009-02-03T19:33:00.004+08:00

A new year cameee.
New year resolutions?
Nahhh..
But Ah-maine have many.
XD

In a blink of an eye,
Ah-maine & Iggy want to 5th month alr.
CONGRATS, couple!
<333333
"tian mi mi"

This year sucks alot.
As in really really really sucks.
My maths deteriorate like dunnoe wat shit.
D:
&&&&
many many things are happening,
not in the control of my hands.

How
Sad
Is
That
??

Physics still alright,
Ah-maine is blaming me for pushing her down,
from her 3rd position in class.
But,
she's not pushed down
since i got the same marks as esther.
ANYWAY,
SORRY!! :(

hmmmm...
East-zone started on the 02/02/09.
We won the first match against MPS!
YAY!
THREE CHEERS FOR HSC!

LOL!

its either they are really lousy,
or we are really pro.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

chey,
action arhs.
NO LA.
but right,
first time we trash a school sia.
25-7
&
25-15

COOL RIGHT!!!???
i know. XD

hehehe.

Ah-maine will start saying after she read this post.

Nico Dimus & Vincent is damn gross in the bus just now,
found out that both of them are gays.
like WTH?!
lol.
kidding la.
BUT,
it's fcuking funny la.
we talked about sick sick stuff.

~~*SENSORED*~~

2008-12-03T23:17:00.001+08:00

Long long time never blog,

currently,

Ah-maine is at Japan enjoying herself.

SAD.

i know.

nvm la, i got training to occupy my time.

^^~

i shall stop mapling until Ah-maine comes back,

or not,

later she come back

she start complaining and nagging.

AH-MAINE: NO OFFENCE

hmmm..

saturday, will have to reach school by 7,

ITS SO EARLY.

X.X

but looking forward to it.

its kind of a "mini cup"

at sembawang secondary.

today, had a friendly match with MJC,

hmmm,

its a tie,

1-1

^^~

but we could do better of cos.

HEHE~

think that coach is kind of biased somehow.

hmm..

*private and confidential*

jus hope that we could achieve good good results,

for the mini cup on SATURDAY!

WISH US LUCK PEOPLE!

wish that Ah-maine will enjoy her herself at japan. ^^~

&&&

ABEL is going to bored to death soon,

someone accompany him,

until Ah-maine is back.

2008-11-06T22:58:00.002+08:00

SORRY AH-MAINE & AH-SHAH!

sorry for not going to the movie marathon today,
SORRY!!!
in the end,
my sister never go orchard,
so,
i did the same thing at home,
ROT ROT & ROT.

DDD:

SORRRRYYY!!!!

watch video for the entire day,
BORING LA!

NO LIFE AT ALL!

tell me, tell me,
where can i buy life?
hmmmmmm

I WANT TO FIND A LIFE !

BYEBYEBYEBYE!

see you in my next life,
:DDDD

im off to find my life !!! ^^~

&&&&&
i need to learn how to scream&sneeze,
damn bloody freaking loudly.
cos,
IT.IS.ART
XD

2008-11-05T17:08:00.001+08:00

BOREDOM.
its really really very bored.

&&&&
i am really going to kill ABEL TEO!
i spend 2 hours trying to sleep,
& when i was about to sleep,
HE CALLED!

WTH la !!!

>:(

He's so DEAD!

just now,
ah-jie & i sit at the sofa,
saying we are going to rot throughout the holidays,
&&&
her holidays are much longer than mine!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

TOOO BADDD !!

at first, wanted to go KTV,
but too late,
who ask her,
WAKE UP SO DAMN FREAKING LATE.
D:

then,
decided to eat pizza.
:D

call so many times la,
that person keep kupping my phone!

WTH lo !!

i go complain then you know.

Then ask for my name,
hear my name as Alan Khoo!
Then spell for him,
cannot hear properly.

GRRRRRRRRR...

I WANT TO GO AND COMPLAIN !

anyway,
today did not have movie marathon,
so stayed at home and ROT.

played MSN games with emerson,
tic tac toe & checkers.
i owned him at tic tac toe,
i seriously dunnoe how i won, but ya, i won !
:D
he let me win at checkers,
PURPOSELY!!!!
D:

then went back to MSN,
talk to Ah-maine,

ME: you know 80% of singaporeans died cos of boredom?
AH-MAINE: realli ??? serious?

LMAO!

funny man. she believed it.
XDD

&&&
she tried to bluff me she's poor.
=O

i shall continue to ROT now.
*in the process of rotting*

2008-11-04T22:35:00.002+08:00

ABEL TEO YOU ARE SO DEAD!
Abel woke me up early in the morning again.

>:(

i was like $@*&#)(@#@$@)

i want to ZZZZZZ.
MY BEAUTY SLEEP!!! X.X

anyway,
i dreamt something so scary man..
D;
i dreamt of a guy that is chasing me.
Abel & Ah-maine know the details.
when i woke up,
my heart beat was 200 beat per second !
at first,
i thought it was going to jump out.
=O

Planning to go to Ah-maine's house tmr for,
.........
MOVIE MARATHON!!!
YAYYAYAYAY!

&&&&
Ah-maine is going to complain 50 times a day,
that she's grounded for no reason.

LOLLLL

&&
CONNIE MAHER ROCKSSSSSSS

i know its random.
hahahahahahahahahaha.

BUT,
she's so damn freaking cute.
&
her voice is OMG,
SO SWEEEEEET~

Ah-maine, Ah-shah & me,
just had a conference an hour ago.
i was,
doing some "vocal exercises"

:DD

HAHAHAHA!

&&&
Ah-maine left but she said she's going to call back.
SOOO,
Ah-shah & i planned,

CODESSSSSSS!!!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

i know i sound evil,
but the codes are not,
although i am,
BUT,
THE CODES ARE NOT!
brrrrrrrrr..
of cos,
the codes,
IT.IS.TOP.SECRET

XDDDDD

THIS IS FOR AH-MAINE:

You dont know our TOP SECRET!!!
MUAHAHAHAHA!
;D

&&&
WELCOME BACK ELLYSA (AH-SA) !!!!!!

2008-11-03T14:09:00.000+08:00

im so wols today.
as in really really wols.
wolser than Ah-maine in fact.

HAHAHAHAHA!

1. I didn't know there's no more kid central. D:
2. &&& i just found out that Ah-shah's "" is a MAT!!! :O

i really need my cartoons "YOSXZ",
[quoted from Ah-maine]

I REALLY REALLY NEED CARTOONS!
OR I'LL DIE!!!
X.X

i don't know how to install that bloody god damn OKTO!

STUPID OKTO! :X

i am so crazy today.
it's officially confirmed by Ah-maine and Ah-shah.
and i cried in my "bombed" toilet when i heard their remarks.
but i cried worser when i enter the bombed toilet.
CAUSE,
i got bombed the moment i enter it.
LOL!
if you know what "bombed" toilets mean.

&&&&&&
I HATE MUDDDDD!!
NOT human MATS.
but,
MUDDDDD!!!!

Ah-maine: u hate mud?
ME: OF COS I HATE MUD!
Ah-maine: wat type of mud?
ME: mud of different types? WOW. i didn't know that.
Ah-maine: human mats or mud?

LOOLLLLL!!!!

Ah-maine is so funny!

ANYWAY,
today,
VOLLEYBALL TRAINING,
IS SO IDIOT.

MUD MUD MUD AND STILL MUD!

ball fell onto the grassss,
MUD.
walk to the vb court,
MUD.
take out knee pad,
MUD.

SEEE!!!!

EVERYTHING is MUD MUD!

man...
mud is seriously hunting me to death man.
&&&
i reach home,
i got scolded by kustiyah,
cause my shoe is like,
O.O
brown instead of white?

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA~

i shall continue to crazy.

OH YA.
I FORGOT SOMETHING.
IM DEAD!

PLEASE pass this message on for me:
To all my love ones,
this may be the last chance you receive a message from me,
so,
here goes the message,
I AM GOING TO HUNT AH-MAINE TONIGHT!

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

NOTE:
AH-MAINE,
B.E.W.A.R.E!!!!!!

XDDDDD

2008-11-02T13:09:00.001+08:00

gonna stay at home and rot,
again..
so no life la.
BOOOOOOOOO!

I NEED TO BUY A LIFE !!

but where can i get a life?
hmmmmm..
FROM GLENN?!
he dont sell life.
zzz.

me and daddy "cold war"
...
haiz...
i dont even dare to bloody talk to him man.

URGHH!

Ah-maine got her diamond earring
the moment she requested for it.
SO COOOL RIGHT!!!
hahahaha.
she didn't get her camera,
but she got a diamond earring.
NO gain, NO lose.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

NOTE: Ah-maine is the rich girl.

XDXDXD

she's going camera shopping too,
maybe today maybe tmr.
;)
guess she is going to buy 2-3 cameras?

LOL!

joking.
her dad only allow one.
or, he's really crazy.
[no offence]

&&&&
Ah-maine,
DONT YOU DARE CHANGE YOUR HP AGAIN!!!

>:(

its a WARNING!

:D

PLUS,
Ah-shah is soooo bad.
she did not add me in her "miss-her" list.
i miss her alot ok..
D:

i shall go and cry now.

2008-11-01T12:39:00.001+08:00

Thursday

YO'xzsss..
rmb? watched coffin with humans.
yeap.
as i predicted,
Ah-maine screamed like mad.
and im serious,
LIKE MAD!

Her scream was continuously,
NON-stop.
and i was laughing like freako,
beside her.

MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

Ah-maine: you should be screaming not laughing,
this is a scary show.
Pearlyn: But it's jus too funny when you scream.

LOL!
and cecilia was "hugging" and "scratching",
Abel.
and abel claims that that was the,
MOST scary show ever.
reason being:
CECILIA.
rofl.

throughout the movie,
i only screamed once,
&&&
Ah-maine screamed upteen times.
HAHAHA.

after the movies, Ah-maine
found that there was a crushed pearl on her elbow.
&&& you should know what happens next,
Complaining..

We went to PRP next,
its sucks so much.
4 mosquitoe bites in total.
WOWWW..
Ah-maine is so going to get it from me.

Friday

went out with,
Ah-maine, abel, glenn & ryan
AGAIN.
actually, wanted to go ETP.
but we ended up cycling.
abel came up with that idea,
& Ah-maine insisted on it. duh.
i'm like,
= ="
PRP AGAIN?!
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

means mosquito bites again.
BOOO~
if i got mosquito bites again...
I'm going to kill ,
CHARMAINE NG-

ryan had 2 accident in a row.
&&&
he is complaining,
Why isn't abel the one who fell.

LOL.

then went to playground and played the spinning thing,
DAMN SCARY.
NOTE: GLENN IS A DANGEROUS PUSHER.
he doesn't stop, after he start.

Ah-maine, came hanging down in the middle
&& she couldn't get up.
i admit that i was laughing like mad.
BUT,
it's seriously hillarious.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHA.

as for,
me & abel.
we fall and fall and fall in the middle of the spinning thing.
PAIN PAIN PAIN!
ask that glenn to stop,
he doesn't wan to listen.
SO,
me and abel,
continue rolling and falling.

PAIN SIOL.

but, it's kind of fun after all.

:) :) :)

"BOREDEM SHALL PREVAIL"

2008-10-30T13:31:00.001+08:00

Im bored,
seriously.
later i am going to watch "The coffin" with
humans,
duhh,
i bet ah-maine will be screaming
like a mad women in the cinema.
XDDDDDD

&&& i will be laughing at her. :X

WOW. im crapping like shit here.
zzzzz
this is what happens when boredom take over.

MUAHAHAHAHAHA.

that stupid, idiot, freako, shitty
ABEL TEO
woke me up early in morning!
GRRRRRRR...
Ah-maine is complaining too.

I realise that Abel is specialised at...
WAKING PEOPLE UP !!!

He's most qualified to be an alarm clock.
HAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHA!

2008-10-28T23:40:00.007+08:00

TO: CRYSTAL CHIA

i've tried to tolerate you when this problem started.
but you are seriously stepping on my limit.
fine, we may not have the right to say weilin is one-sided,
but you too, dun have the right to control what we want to say.

Since, you already have the hatred for me & charmaine,
why hang out with us?
are you trying to tell us you're a hypocrite.
whatever you had said before,
it's all bullshit.
when i try to put them altogether,
it doesn't link at all.

First, you was blaming us and all,
Next, you acted as though its not our fault,
and as if you are so kind and forgive us,
blablabla.
Last, you blame us again.
WHAT.DO.YOU.WANT?
you want people to pity you?
or are you trying to tell people that we are the bad guys,
so they will all go to you and support you?
are these what you want?
cause you seem to be acting like you want all these.

HA, you say you finally know what is the feeling
to be the one to be pulled in instead,
of one who is trying to pull people in.
did you said you finally felt it?
COS I FELT IT BEFORE.

Right, charmaine & aishah
may not have gone through such thing,
but after you came into their lifes,
they became so miserable.
do you expect us to be emo with you when you're emo?
do you expect us to cut ourselves when you cut?
i shall tell you this,
you can't predict anything,
and you don't know everything,
so don't act as though you know everything alright.

i may not know what they say behind my back,
i also don't know what did YOU say behind my back.
and at least,
i understand them more than you understand them.
YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT I HAVE GONE I THROUGH.
SO SHUT YOUR MOUTH UP.
you really think you know everything,don't you?
I HAVE STAND IN THIS WORLD ALONE BEFORE.
IT'S JUST THAT YOU DID NOT KNOW.
don't act as though you know, can you?
cause you're making me think you're an idiot.

by the way,
you keep saying we don't have the rights,
to say this and that.
THEN,
YOU DON'T HAVE THE RIGHTS,
TO WRITE ALL THOSE TOO!
we can say that you don't the rights to say about us too.
so what if you cried more than us?
trying to compare how much tears you lost?
you want to calculate?
calculate all you want, since your mathematics is so pro.

you are right, up till now,
you still don't understand any single thing.
how do you know we did not try to understand you?
DO YOU EVEN HAVE PROOF?
ya, we may not have proof to say that we tried to understand you.
but, at least we ourselves,
know the best that we tried.
bluff you got money take is it?
stop making me laugh,
everything you did is link to us?
ARE YOU SURE?
HOW MANY THINGS DID YOU DO THIS YEAR?
DOES IT ALL LINK TO US?
think before you say anything.

don't compare us to weilin & florence or your primary school mates.
they are they, we are we.
we are DIFFERENT from them.
they can tolerate you, but we can't.
you said, weilin knew you as a
happy and hyper girl.
DO YOU KNOW,
you knew charmaine, aishah and me
as happy and hyper girls too.
yet you want to turn us into emo people like you.
SORRY,
we DON'T appreciate it,
we prefer to be happy, cheerful and hyper
than, emo, pathetic and miserable.

hello miss,
we did care for your feelings alright,
you were the one who did not.
again,
don't compare us with that shu mei girl.
WE ARE NOT HER!

since you hide until so miserable,
why don't you say earlier?
so, you can stop hanging out with us,
and putting a mask you don't even like and
live your emo and pathetic life.

you said what they wrote and you wrote are shit,
then what for you write?
nobody point a knife at you to write.
PATHETIC.
this is the only word i can describe you.

ok, you are in a game that i don't want to play,
so i'm happy to tell you this,

YOU.ARE.ON.YOUR.OWN.FROM.NOW

2008-08-08T19:21:00.000+08:00

i noe its too late now, but i still gotta say this.

i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry.i'm sorry. i'm sorry.
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i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry. i'm sorry.

I AM REALLY SORRY!

2008-08-03T21:11:00.001+08:00

BOOHOOO! im back blogging. ^^~ didn't have the mood to blog the past one week. now, im forced. like i said, IM FORCED! LOL! hmm.. should i tok about the day i stop posting until now? ?.? ok. maybe i should. HAHAHA. so BEWARE! its gonna be a damn bloody bloody long long long post!

Friday,

hmm.. chinese, did the same thing. nothing much to tok about. everybody should noe, chinese lessons are usually boring. and im beginning to really dislike mdm dai. and i dunnoe why, she anyhow write things wan la when its not like wat she said.

homeecons, ok, its officially rocking! LOL! we bake a cake! CoOL RIGHT?! hahahaha! we are suppose to make chocolate chips cookies, but dunnoe why teacher change to chocolate chip cake. zzzz. so we went, bake bake bake bake and bake! ^^~ its fun, we used the blending machine too. then me and aishah and farhana recalled on how we made lycia's cake! HAHAHAHAHA! but the cake turn out FINE. LOL! its edible, in other words, its DELICIOUS! XD im stating the fact, i got witness one ok! HMPH! ><

geography, did not do much. english, errr... ok, i seriously cant remember anything.LOL! dunnoe la, check it out in other blogs. XP!

Saturday,

ok.. wat did i do today.. hmm.. oh ya, went to sentosa again with jiamin and shixuan. i jus woke up la, then jiamin called. begging me to go to sentosa now! LOL! then i was like, dun wan la dun wan la. and she went go la go lam, i beg u la. blablabla. then, at last i went. see i so kind. HAHAHAHA!
so i went to ask daddy, he allow but i gotta reach home before 5. zzzz

reach there at around 12 plus, that day was not in the mood of playing volleyball. i heard that jiaolian was there too, he was being the referee for some under 16 match. and that was why shixuan wanted to go. &&, i found out that she'd fallen for jiaolian! LOL! i was like, omg omg omg and OMG! hahahahaha! its like so impossible can.. but its true. XD

then, kimberly jie called me and told me that she was at sentosa, then i was like freaking happy cos i got excuse to go home later! XD naughty girl. LOL! so i called daddy and told him that i will go home with kim jie. HAHAHAHA! so i went to the coffee bean there to meet her. the first thing i saw was.... DADDY! and i went to hide behind a wall. left with no choice, i walk towards them.. i then noe that im punked! ARGH! but he allow me to stay, wakakakakakaa! they jus came here to spy on me. retarded i noe. my families are crazy, they do stuffs that u wont think of. trust me. HAHAHAHA!

we played a while more, then went back home. BOREDOM again.

Sunday

went to violin lesson as usual, and that was the last lesson before my violin exam! peek pok peek pok, thats my heart beating. its seriously beating out. T.T HELP!!!!! i dun like violin exam la. it SUCKS! boo-ness. went back home, practice violin, then went to play com. hehe. then kaisheng msg me if i wanna train volleyball with him anot. so i went lor. he was ill-treating me. LOL! and there's this time, he was showing me how to do float, then he was doing oding doing doing. and i went STOP LA, AIYO! HAHAHAHA! then he keep complaining say the ceiling very short. then blablabla. LOL! nothing much la that day, anyway i KAISHENG, THANK YOU!

Monday

one more day to violin exam.. sobbs.. aishah did not come school today.. it feels so werid la.

art lesson, did a art test, and we was lock of the classroom again. mdm farah was so damn pissed off. then she went scolding lycia and all. manage to get the key and went in the classroom. we immediately start the test. we are supposed to draw two female dresses. one short dress one long dress. quite satisfied with mine la. hehehe. XD but i dunnoe how to draw roses! T.T i was so pissed la, in the end, i drew a few lines and claim thats roses... LOL!

i dun have glass beads and all ! ARGH! how to complete my design! zzzz.. forget it. i shall teacher.

physics, today was the first day of physics, teacher was toking about a new topic, and i was totally LOST! hahaha. i seriously dunnoe wat teacher is talking about.. he was using the laptop then suddenly, BOOM the bulb of the thing thing burst. LOL! then i was imagining wat if it drop on amalina's head. everybody will go, OOOOOOOOO..... hahaha. i so bad la. ><

pe, did some napfa stations thingy, standing broad jump and all. excited for napfa.\

cohen came into class for form contact. so boring. he was checking all the newspaper articles AGAIN! zzz.. i was chionging ok! LOL! and i manage to finish finding all the vocabulary words. surprising, i form my own sentences. actually arhs, its not that hard after all and its much faster. HAHAHAHA! ><

maths was as boring as usual.

english again, he continue to check the newspaper articles. bbooo... those people who have to stay back is like almost all guys? LOL! cohen bias la. grrr...

Tuesday

physics physics physics, dun understand anything again. LOL! i was so blurr la, my mind was like, huh? huh? HUH?! teacher wat the heck are u toking about!? hahahaha!

CME, we did another topic in the CME file. i think is care ? .. STM! XD

history, mdm tan never come again, so mr tan came to relief our class. he said he was going to teach us history, and we all went. HUH!? NONONONONO! LOL! then he gave up and let the period be a free period. YESSSA!

chinese, spelling spelling spelling. i didn't learn as usual. hahaha. last minute learning of cos. XD bad girl. but i manage to do the spelling ok. ^^~ that means i listen in class. hehe. not that bad after all.

maths, mr tan came in again... then tok tok tok tok tok.

geography, teacher gave us back our test paper. luckily i pass. so heng la. jordan fail.. :O but he dun seems to care that kind. but he should be very sad? who noes. then ms nur said that our class was the worst class in the level.. and said E5 was SO much better than our class. I HATE E5 la. THEY SUCKS! attitude problem la that class.

VIOLIN EXAM, OMG! i was so nervous can. went in the room then play. few wrong. then lalalalalala. sight reading was the suckiest! ARGH! I HATE VIOLIN EXAM!!!!!!!! please, LET ME PASS IT!

Wednesday

IT, we are suppose to get into our group thingy for the project. then dunnnoe why, me farhana linah and lycia ended up dancing in the lab. HAHAHAHA! its so hilarious i tell u. XD

pe, we did standing broad jump and all again. me and yumin did the double and final jump of the day. but we ended up injured. LOL! my nose was hit by yumin's leg i think. LOL! and we fall. HAHAHAHAHA! lycia was laughing like dunnoe wat la. but is funny. serious.

english, wat can i say about english? one word, BORING!

maths, obviously, boring again.

literature, had our test on the pack. its hard but managable.. maybe fail maybe pass.. WHO NOES LA!? LOL!

NAPFA, it rocks alright, i shall not say how did i do on all the stations. later people say i action and all. but is they ask one sia.. zzzzz.. I SWEAR I WILL NOT TELL THEM ANYTHING ANYMOREEEEE!!!!!!

these few days, i dunnoe wat happen to you la. i seriously had enough of all these nonsense. maybe its me maybe its you. you are seriously stepping on my limit. i bear with you for almost 8 months already, from the beginning of the year. you are taking advantages la. you say people but why i see is like, wat u say about people is wat u are doing. think about it please. i dun wan to end it because of this.

Thursday

physics again.. argh.. dun wan to tok about it. so boring.

literature, mrs adris went through the pack again. and we are highlighting almost everything that appears in the book. LOL!

history, mdm tan finally came back. she gave up back our test paper. I PASS TOO! im so happy with my marks la. hahahahahaha. she's comparing our class with E5 again. I OFFICIALLY HATE E5 NOW! grrr... they sucks sucks SUCKS!

CME, we continue talking about jobs, teacher realise that none of us in our class wanna be a teacher. hahahaha!

english, i dun remember anything. HAHA!

maths, we did some assignments then GOD BLESS YOU!

chinese, went through a new chapter.

WENT TO WATCH PROM NIGHT! hahaha. today rocks alright. went to watch with joshua, rian, raihan, charmaine, crystal and linah! ^^~ charmaine and linah was like screaming like hell la. SO LOUD! LOL! i did scream a few times. hahaha. the show so gross. and rian was complaining ok, he said "WA! i going deaf sia, this girl scream so loud!" yeah. something like that. lOL! i pity joshua, sit beside charmiane, but he was laughing at charmaine scream. hahahahahaha! i was laughing too. so funny the last part, they went " THE KNIFE THE KNIFE!"
ROFL!

then we went to the playground at the park. we played! we played the spinning thing, all of played exxcept CRYSTAL! BOOOOO!!!!.. hmm.. did she? dunnoe la. me and linah was pulling each other to sit on it. LOL! rian and joshua spin until they both fall flat on the sand! AHAHAHAHA!

ITS A DAMN BLOODY FUN DAY ! ^^~ TODAY ROCKS MAN!

Friday

AISHAH'S BACK!

chinese, wat can we do? hmmmm.. go through some stuffs then end.

home econs. TODAY NO TEST! HIP HIP HORRAY! ^^~ we did sepherd pie. it rocks. haha. teacher said we are SO SLOW! LOL!. cher, we beginner lehs. hahahahahaha!

i lost the container during recess.. T.T im gonna get bash up by my mum. lOL!

geography, teacher was in bad mood today again.. haiz...

english, it was fun. hahaha. surprised eh? XD cohen was joking around. HAHAHA!

cohen : when i come into the class and wait for you all to settle down, wat body language is that?
syed: you are expecting

LOLOLOLOL! damn funny sia. cohen did smiled ok. hahahaha!

decide to go to the red house. we like half of the class go there la. LOL! so damn many people. reach there and went in. i was damn bloody freaking scared. i was grabbing lycia at first. then cynthia then joshua then rian then joshua again. HAHA! im freaking scare i tell u. seriously. HAHAHAHA! but its a fun and scary experience.

Saturday

went to yumin's house today. LOL! its fun. that charmaine arhs, bluff me say she's going! ARGH! im gonna get her on monday!

then went to popo house to celebrate leslie kor's 21st birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY HANDSOME COUSIN! ^^~ i wish you all the best in watever u do! I LOVE YOU! hehe. me, zixun jie, kristal jie, naomi jie, kimberly jie, da gu and daddy was sitting at one corner. we was laughing throughout the night la. hahaha! its fun. and then we realise that we was the noisest group in the carpark! LOL! but who cares la.

once again,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LESLIE KOR! YOU ROCKS MY SOCKS! I LOVE YOU! <3333

Today

did nothing much today la, i was rotting at home. bring kristal jie to miss low's house then went to popo house again. talking to sandy yi, xiaoyi, uncle phyllip and daddy on the dining table. haha. they very cute la. XD

and im posting right now. zzzzz

DIE! I HAVEN FINISH MY HW! T.T

i love you like i always did. its jus that u didn't noe. the feeling is increasing day by day. i cant control it. but i dun wan it to increase until the maximum. now, its already 98% full. i cant let it go up till 100%. i cant afford to fall at this time. im sorry.

2008-07-24T22:47:00.001+08:00

YO PEOPLE YO! today is a damn bloody boring day. had so many lessons! tired.

chemistry was the last lesson today. booooo-ness. we did the chromography thingy, its like so cool la. the solvent will be absorb by the water then the ink will spread! AMAZING!~ then another one is, the black ink, me aishah and ellysa was like staring at my experiment and went, "Go, GO, GO!" since the water is like reaching the ink. HAHAHA! then we like watching soccer match sia. "GO, GO, GO, GO, GAOLLLLLL!" LOL! about to pack up that time, i asked jialinn to help me on the tap, then dunnoe wat happen, the whole tap gush out and half of my body is wet! D: all thanks to jialinn! haha! but people all think is the solvent thingy. BUT PEOPLE ITS NOT! ^^~

lit, went back to class and realise that the door was locked. but lycia lost the key. so people, how did it locked?! hmm.. mystery. XD retarded. so mrs adris was like go ask the general office and asked the class to sit down and we will have lesson oustide the classroom! HAHAHA! but its like so damn fun and cool. firstly, we are suppose to do the lit worksheet, who think we will do is a total idiot! ><> P.S: i suggested something during the lesson, they should put a row of table in the field, in case jus cases happen again! LOL! im so stupid, i noe!

history, mdm tan did not come today. so relief teacher! hmmm.. at first he allowed us to stay outside but he say no noice. however, we made a damn hell lot of noise. so he scream at us to go inside the classroom! bOOOOOOOOOOO~ although we are in the classroom, our noise level still remain, and we are still playing with the post-it stamp. and we set a rule. RULE: everyonebody have to wear it in front or behind, we have to wear it the whole day. extra rule: if i drop or come out, no need to put it anymore (added by charmaine)

CME, he are continueing with the jobs thing thing. yeah. nothing much. and glenn wanted to be a human canon ball! ROFL! yeah, its cool. serious. heard that, in the circus they use human canon ball, then the human will be flying in the sky when they fire! COOL RIGHT! hahahahahahaahahA! and charmaine finally announce that she wan to be pest-controller! three cheers!

recess, nothing much happen during recess. but.... after recess! assemble at the hall as usual, and pushing game as usual. charmaine was so damn despo la. like, faster push! faster push! FASTER PUSH LA! and im calming her down. LOL! she's damn excited la.

english, did think-pair-share. i grouped with charmaine. and she's a damn hilarious partner. we are suppose to use all the 36 words in the compo right. then first we tot of wat can we use the words as in our compo. and charmaine started saying a whole chunk of it. and im laughing my ass out., seriously. raihan and syed was damn funny too, they started dunnoe wat thing thing la.

maths, boring lesson. area, length, height.

MT, got back our chinese paper. i passed. but did not score well. charmaine was so depressed when she receive her score. she say, with her score, her father wont agree to help her write letter. boooo-ness again. teacher was bad-tempered today la. maybe cos of us? hmmmm...

after school, aishah was feeling sick. at first, she decided to go home. but ended up, she went to ws with us to grab our lunch. abel was being retarded again, and i jus cant eat {peacefully}. LOL! me and linah was oso being so retarded. we are rolling on the chair laughing like mad people! HAHAHAHA! and and today is THURSDAY! normal routine, NEOPRINTS! YAY! we went to the usual machine, and today i decided to hang myself. and i really hanged myself. HAHAHA! the pic is so damn bastard la. ><>

went to meet up with old loyang friends. THEY ALL TURN HORNY! really horny! DAMN HORNY! all the way, they are saying sick things. thrust me man. LOL! but its good-good-good seeing them again. SHAWN BREAK VOICE! OH YEAH! hahahahaha! shawn more hand-some already la. but he became more deaf than ever. zzzz. and he stick to khairul's psp. booooo... khan came too, yeah i admit he became more "matured" but he became very flirty too. AHAHA! come on, he has three gf u noe. wat do u think?! hahahahaha! all of a sudden, he was like sitting so damn bloody close to me. fine fine, then dunnoe wat he do la, nadiah and all was laughing. D: shawn and him went to the bb court and "suntaN". but irfi and hueyting called them back to play thruth or dare. lalalaa. when the bottle pointed at khan, he chose a dare. and that damn shawn said, i dare u to strip, shirt only la. AND HE REALLY DID! ewwww... seriously. LOL! i saw when he put up his shirt, yeah i noe, it sucks. but i close my eyes until it ends. HAHA! shawn was giggling while playing the damn psp. and that khan was like sitting so damn close to me. crazy la that guy.

irfi and khairul was crazy too. seriously crazy. dunnoe wat happen la, they started shouting vulgarities at one another. hahaha! luckily, me and ishelle are clean. ^^~ about 5.45 like that, headed home. khan offered to send him home, obviously, i rejected la! LOL! reach home, not long khan use hazim phone and call me. saying that,

K: why you so early go home? (soft soft voice)
P: cos i go home la
K: come back la.
P: for what
K: come la
P: for what la. dun wan
K: i wan you to come
P: you crazy already la

then dunnoe wat happen to the phone, so i hanged up. LOL! he crazy wan la. HAHAHAHAA! but today is fun FUN!

2008-07-23T22:19:00.001+08:00

BOO! second post of the day! hehe. boring la. that stupid joshua dun wan to post! T.T if he dun post within the next 1 hour, i will kill him! grrrr... LOL! im retarded.

jus finish watching the 9 o'clock show. the pregnant women in the lift part damn bloody hell funny sia! ><>

OH YA OH YA! i almost forget! IAN MOVE BACK TO 422 ALREADY! three cheers! ^^~ hehehehe. he was looking out for my house in the afternoon, and our conver went like this,

I: u ten floor corner unit hor?
P: yeah yeah, why? wanna come up find me arhs? LOL
I: like empty de.
P: empty?! are you sure. there's this pot of plant there.
I: let me see, i go out.
P: LOL! you are weird ian.

then he went out and see. and i saw his head stick out from his main door. damn cute sia! hahahahahaha! then another conver,

I: yea, i see plants. interesting
P: hahaha, i saw you head.
I: you hiding arh?
I: maybe you look like a plant
P: LOL! no la, i at my sis room
P: you idiot
I: haha! O.o spy, i cant see a thing.. u are good
P: hehe. i shall be a spy next time. cool!

haha. i noe, we are so retarded la. but he moved back! YAY! hehehehehe! oh no. i forget something, i still have comics strip and newspaper article! ARGH! BYE PEOPLE! XD

~~Everything can be solved~~

2008-07-23T17:31:00.001+08:00

long long time never post. boooo! hehe. one whole week! LOL! so i will make this post damn damn damn bloody long, cos it will be about the WHOLE WEEK! ^^~

Friday

had chinese early in the morning. did nothing much la. NORMAL THINGS! hahahaha! then then had HOME ECONS! it rocks alright! we went there, wore our aprons outside then went in! the lights are all off, fans are not on and miss rafidah standing at the huge huge table preparing the ingredients. we went in and was told that teacher cut thumb. BOO~ D; then she joked that, we should check our food, scarely got blood! GROSS! eeewww.. LOL. then all the way, we are blood blood blood. haha! anyway, we made rojak(watever the spelling is). at first i thought i smelled chocolate. LOL! i have problems with my sense of smelling! :O but the steps are pretty easy. as usual, aishah dun dare to go near the knife. haha.

then, recess. eat the rojak. it taste damn bloody sour! LOL! i had a really hard time eating it. finally i gave up and threw it away. HAHAHAHA! i dun eat rojak la, you see. >< then then, in the hall, we did the stupid pushing game again! hehe! its fun alright. push push push! but zhi hong did not join in. :O at first right, he was at the back but when he saw us he went to the front. LOL! scared of us huh?! XD

then had geog, nothing much, finished up the features of river. yeah.

english sucks, cohen's in a bad bad BAD mood. and he was scolding people for like no particular reasON! and he's so biased to the girls la. if girls never finish the newspaper articles he never scold, if guys, he will ask them do 50 more or 25 more or 20 more or watever more. SO BIASED RIGHT! .\/. but actually he has his reasons, he got scolded by the principal for teaching the sec 4 badly. but he should not vent his anger on us wat. grrrr.. he ask syed to do 50 more articles in like 1 week? jordan 20 articles in few days? crazy la.

oh ya, i helped jordan did something i should not do. but who cares. ok, jordan did not pass up one of his work la, then he was chionging. so i say i help him pass up, then he asked, how you tell him. then i jus come up with a stupid reason, saying that i left his work on my table and forget to pass up. lalala. but got caught, cohen threw the paper on the floor and ask jordan to rewrite. people do he also scold, dun do also scold. zzzz. haiyo. then cohen started saying, dun help ur friends, blablabla. LOL! and i promised i will help syed and jordan with their articles! ^^~

Saturday

went to sentosa with jiamin and shixuan. i was forced ok. zzzz.. have to wake up early in the morning! i called jiamin but unfortunately she's still snoring like a pig. LOL! but she called be back after that, then we talk talk talk talk talk for dunnoe how long but not more than an hour la. im suppose to meet them at simei MRT station. actually there's this guy named, kaisheng, he was suppose to go but at last he back out. HEHE! he say something crop up, so yeah..

i went to simei MRT station, step out and saw shixuan. its weird when she's around. SERIOUS! hahaha. she's so damn scary la. silence throughout until jiamin came. lol! i told you, its really awkward with her alone. ><> and and i realise that we are fated to play with banglas. hahahaha! first game, banglas came to us and ask for a match. second game, another group of banglas came up and ask for match oso. stupid right! LOL!

oh ya oh ya, saw kevin from E4 there. he took a damn long time to rmb who am i. HAHAHA! he's like so damn blurr la. XD

we left sentosa at around 7 plus? yeah. that kaisheng was walking so damn quickly. "time is preious" lalala. then in the MRT we wask talking about people. gossiping! LOL! then we ate our dinner at ws, mac. i didn't intend to eat la, then kaisheng go buy chicken burger for me. GRRRR! im like, i dun wan to eat la. haiyo! haha. but i ate it, im force. but i swear im returning him his 2 bucks. IM SERIOUS OK!

we all headed home at about 9 plus. actually intend to take bus, but decided that i should walk.haha. kaisheng also walk, shixuan take bus, jiamin take mrt. and, kaisheng is so damn scared of ghost la. i say abit of those he freak out already. HAHAHAHA! he's a joker. but he told me some points, and he said i've improve! YAY! ^^~ thanks. and i have to sent him all the way to the traffic light there, infront of haising there. stupid right. LOL! and i walk all the way home from there. actually its not that far. HEHE!

Sunday

my violin exam is getting closer and closer. ARGH! please god, let me pass it! T.T anyway, after violin class.mummy told me that at night we will be going to popo house and eat dinner. everytime, go there eat dinner, i will eat a little bit only, lol. they take for me wat. so eat wat they give. ><>

Monday

had art lessons. drew blouses and all. the pirate blouse is weird. dunnoe how to draw. i draw until like kanasai like that. HAHAHAHA! and jordan's drawing is nice ok. although he never draw properly. but if he did, his drawing confirm very nice. trust me dudes! HEHEHEHE!

did not went to the lab for chem today. D; stayed in class and go through some worksheets. got to noe our modular test marks. my marks are confidential. =X hehe. its really bad.

NO 2.4 for PE! YAY! hehehe. cos raining. and raj was late late late, way way late. we early he late, scold himself la. LOL! then 2.4 was postpone to wednesday.

after recess had some racial harmony day thingy for 1 whole hour. its boring. some people are wearing traditional costume. that magdalene wore a chiongsam and A DAMN HIGH HEELS! its gross alright. damn gross. i almost puke. hahahhaa! i noe im bad, but im jus so against her! =X

had maths. BORING as usual. english was better than friday. cohen manage to control his anger. hahaha! "managing impulsivity" HOM! omg. wats got into me. why am i saying HOM! X.X

Tuesday

went to lab! YAY! but we did nothing, no experiments! BOOO~ we went through the modular test paper. amelia and ahmad went outside to finish up the paper. hHAHAHAHA! nothing much.

CME, we was talking about racial harmony, again. lol! miss rafidah told us about egypt stuffs. then blablabla. quite interesting and scary. HAHA ^^~

History, test! OMG! lol. but the test was quite ok. luckily got pay attention in class. anot confirm die! actually, mdm tan was not that bad after all. she's jus strict and scary? hahaha!

Chinese, normal routine, spelling. grrrrr... did not really learn. but manage to do it. LOL! im weird, i noe that better than anyone does !! XD

Maths, its damn funny during maths lesson. mr quek went first and left the class with mr tan. its a damn wrong thing to do la. when mr quek say " thank you class" the class was SHOUTING! " THANK YOU MR QUEK, GOD BLESS YOU! " hahaha. so damn bloody loud. then mr tan continue to go through the corrections. and me and jordan starting to be naughty! HEHEHE! first, jordan throw stapler bullets in his pocket, cos his pocket is open! and charmaine keep laughing! then he use his nike water bottle and spray water at his butt! he no feeling sia. charmaine and me really was laughing our ass out! HAHAHAA! jordan's next step was using correction tape and correction his belt. but too bad, mr tan felt something, and jordan quickly retreat. hahaha. but there was a white mark there. then jordan still thinking ways to make him, he wanted to put glue on his butt sia! LOL! laughing damn hard. got scolded by mr tan for laughing. HAHAHAHAHAHA!

Geography, test test test, againnnnnnn! i didnt study for geog much. and i didnt listen much to teacher when she's teaching. HAHAHAHA! sorry.

after school, went to whitesands with yumin and all. eat lunch at kopitiam. then yumin wanna take neoprints with her inside. HAHAHA! and we took with, baotin and abel. the photos are nice alright. :)

Today

IT lessons, quite boring la. learn about photoshop today. the fact is, i dun listen in IT class. REALLY! LOL! i was just doing my own thing lor.

PE, RAINING! WOOHOOO! no 2.4 again. three cheers man! XD

english, went through morning worksheets! and i tot i lost my worksheet la. scary. and jordan was helping me by asking me questions like" you got take anot" blablabla. although there's no help to it, but still THANKS JORDAN! ^^~

maths again, boring again. new topic. cm, m, mm, blablabla. trying to concentrate, but wanna sleep.
lit, talking about the pack again of course. and surprisingly, i did not talk to jordan for almost the whole period. hahahaha! i was listening ok! OMG! shock right! LOL! pearlyn khoo is actually paying attention in lit class..

afternoon programme, did comprehension all the way! BORING LIKE SHIT!

~~Definite answer?~~

2008-07-17T18:10:00.001+08:00

WOW. cut my hair on tuesday afternoon. went to buggis to cut.. at "phase" NOT "face"! LOL! my hair stylist was ......KENNY! he's over kind or watever word is that. LOL! but seriously he really put in alot of effort to entertain me. for me, i dunnoe wat should i say so im smiling and laughing all way. HAHAHA! SORRY! then half way, abel called to me to tell me that something happen to ryan.. at first i was like dun fake dun fake. but it turn out to be true.

so, please please please. let him be safe! im really begging all of you. can you jus leave him alone! none of us, NONE OF US want anything to hapen to him. you all dun understand anything and everything that is going on. he may be like that but he's not the type you think he is. IF HE IS THE TYPE U THINK HE IS, we WONT be hanging around with him, and obviously not be his friends right. SO PEOPLE, USE SOME OF YOUR COMMON SENSE PLEASE! if you take him away from us, we will hate you for life!

ok.. i shall not elaborate on it anymore. hmmm.. lets talk about these two days then.

WEDNESDAY

woke up damn damn early. cos charmaine and all wanted to go eat breakfast. so, i struggled to wake up at 5.55AM but i did and did not manage to, i woke up and the first thing i did was message charmaine. then i message message message and fell asleep for a few minutes. then i woke up again and went to perepare.. THEN, around 6.40 charmaine message me saying that CRYSTAL JUS WOKE UP! = =" and she's the one who say meet at 6.30! HAHAHA! and charmaine was angry.. LOL! when we reach, we ate mac breakfast. then there's this group of 'pink people' coming in. then we went., "WOW" "WOW and "WOW" HEHEHHE! the way they eat the pancakes is really WOW! hAHAHAHAHA! i should tell you the way they eat.

FIRST, they stack the three pancakes together.

SECOND, they apply butter on the sausage.

THIRD, they put the butter sausage in between two pancakes.

FOURTH, they put the hushbrown in between another two pancakes.

FIFTH, they put everything inside their mouth.

WEIRD RIGHT! me aishah and charmaine was like OMGing.. LOL! but there was one guy sitting beside me, he ate normally. HAHA! but after few minutes, he changed his style to the weird weird one! ><

i shall skip to maths class, mr tan was on mc that day so mr quek took over la. then he need to use the OHP, then jordan was like messing around with it. plugging out the wire then bla bla bla. then charmaine and him hiding the tranparency then i was thinking of tripping mr quek. then me and jordan was like saying wat if we say "mr quek you never zip" HAHAHAHA! that group of us was seriously laughing our ass out! LOL!

after all, jordan sitting behind me was not bad la. he will talk! HAHAHA! but one disadvantage is, teachers will keep checking on him, then they will stop at his table. so i have to act "guai"! ARGH! LOL!

TODAY

firstly, my mood today morning was SUCKY SUCKY AND SUCKY! haiz.. but i dunnoe why. i dun feel like toking you see. and im SORRY LINAH, AISHAH! didn't answer you. and maybe some others. IM SORRY! jus dun feel like opening my mouth and talk.

then had lit, MRS ADRIS NEVER COME! WOOHOO! lol. so bad la me. then relieve teacher came in.. need do some bloody worksheet. then CLASS END! goodbye mr. "" god bless you.

history was quite interesting. mdm tan was talking about the world wars. and she got more and more excited when she was elaborating about it. HAHAHA! weird teacher.

CME, the relieve teacher came in again. LOL! then he was like CHEERING! then we was allowed to talk talk talk but only for the first 15 mins. cos our noise level is getting louder and louder.. so yeah. then mr. "" started talking about HANDPHONES... LOL! i was half listening and half not listening. LALA!

recess, got better. not so moody already. then baotin came and show us his bloody big BIG wound. and its really bloogy ok.. and we all was EEEEING! HAHAAHAHAHA! when we was up at the hall. it was fun like hell. im sitting in front of syed, then i called rian gay! HAHAHA! so, he pushed syed and syed pushed me. and i OUCH of cos. normal reaction? LOL! he did that continueously, then he asked me to put my hand in front. and i did. when he push me i push charmaine, and charmaine jumped up! HAHAHAHA! its so damn funny la. then charmaine put her hand in front oso then continue continue continue. we was laughing until like mad people lor! well, it started from zhi hong then derly then raihan then joshua then ahmad then rian then syed then me then charmaine then crystal then aishah then ellysa then jialinn then cynthia then i dunnoe already. HAHAAHAAHAHAHA!

english was the same. same goes for maths and CHINESE WAS THE WORST! got TEST! and it totally slip out of my mind la. i was like OMG I FORGET! GRRRRR... but the paper was, okok..HAHHA

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well, i may be hiding some things from you. but its seriously not supposed to be told. andand, im not trying not to talk to you or avoiding you or watever. im trying to act as normal as possible. things will be normal soon.

~~Let time cure everything or should i mess up everything?~~

2008-07-15T20:44:00.003+08:00

we will miss you! we will. although you usually play with dangerous stuff but we still treat you as our good friend! thanks for the sunday, you gave me and charmaine a wonderful day! WE LOVE YOU! we will be waiting for you! ^^~ stay handsome and cute alrights? remember this, we will always be there for you and we will be waiting for you!

WE WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!

AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALVIN!

~~A day is already making me crazy.~~

2008-07-13T22:57:00.004+08:00

I WILL GO!

~~I wish i could say.~~

2008-07-12T23:59:00.002+08:00

everything is out of hand. why cant i bring myself to tell everything.. haiz.. why can i only tell one person! why why and why! people says, everything have a reason and answer to it, but why dun i have 1! T.T misunderstanding is getting deeper and deeper. but i cant do anything. CAN I?! haiz.. i should stop this, its making people around me feel even worser. and im sure i can get over it. and you can too.

i shall talk about my day then. its a rather boring day la, but at the same time. i've been waiting for this day like.. YEARS? ok, firstly, went to library to finish up some of the hw, but only manage to finish one, MATHS! LOL! and i seriously have no idea how to do, so i scribbled. XD

then then, jiejie msg me say she reach ws already and ask me want to join her eat KFC anot. and of cos i wont reject la, since its her treat! HEHEHEHE! THANKYOU JIE! then, she brought to new generation to PIERCE MY SECOND EARHOLE! three cheers for kimberly JIE!

three cheers and three cheers and three cheers for KIMBERLY JIE,
HIP HIP HOORAY
HIP HIP HOORAY
HIP HIP HOORAY!!!!!

hehe. ok i shall continue.. you noe wat, i went into the shop after 1 min i came out again! LOL! its so damn fast la. went in.

KJ: uncle, want to pierce ear
U: who ?
P: me!
U: how many hole?
P:1
U:where?
P: 'point to left ear'
U: ok
uncle draw a dot on my ear and CLICK!
DONE!
LOL!

and after i left the shop i realised that the hole was abit too high up.. T.T but well, still ok.. jus scared that it took over the third earhole place. then i will cry! HAHAHA! but im so damn happy that i pierced! but i pierced without permission! OMG! i did not tell mummy and daddy! hehe. naughty girl, i noe. cos i ask mummy, she dun allow and she start nagging and scolding. so wat to do.. LOL!

okok, im starting to get lazy! BYE!

~~Regretting is jus not the way.~~

2008-07-11T23:59:00.000+08:00

HEHE! second post of the day. actually i should say yesterday but nvm about that, i'll change the time! =X haha. CHEATER! hmmm..

chinese was as usual.. oh ya, got the karaok contest thingy. but i dun think anybody will join la. HAHAHA! then is HOME ECONS! its rocks like hell. me and aishah are partners and aishah scared of knife or should i say she scared of almost everthing in the kitchen? hahaha. anyway, we cooked fried rice. ITS SO DAMN DELICIOUS! teacher demostrated using josh's ingredients, meaning, he and deryl do not need to COOK! LOL!

charmaine's class cooked marcoroni [dunnoe how to spell]. its really not delicious. =X but serious. charmaine had a real hard time eating it. hahaha! and she's complaining that mrs choo bias towards ryan. say that she help him do everything, so ryan's food is the most delicious one! XD and we went on until say mrs choo maybe like ryan! OMG! that will be HELL NO! hahahahaha!

then geog we learnt about rivers. i did listen, but my eyes was like about to close? yeah, but i still listened. dunnoe wat, rivers is cause by erosion? hahaha. see i got listen!

during english, we are supposed to do pair work, so its like this half of the class go to another half of the class and find a partner. so i found jialinn! and i "regretted" it! HAHAHA! she's laughing all the since i reached there/ LOL! and i seriously had no idea wats she laughing about. amierah was oso very shocked/stunned. hahahahaha! i vandalize her table toO! i drew a crown and wrote the "Prince" "bai ma wang zi" _________ ! hahahahaha! when her prince arrive, must sign the table. HAHAHA! im retarded! and she went on laughing.

~~Forgetting in process-~~

2008-07-11T20:08:00.002+08:00

its all my fault..
i chose not to tell you anything,
i chose to keep everything to myself
i decided everything.
yeah its not fair.
i am very selfish, i noe.

but you really have to decide something really good for you,
its really not worth it loving me.
after all this,
i guess you should noe wat person am i.
im not confident in anything and everything i do.
you are a really great person,
im jus not great enough.
you have so many other choices.
yet you chose me,
i seriously dun noe why.
yeah, i admit that i feel that you are really foolish.

well, now i feel that i really really really,
should conceal everything .
now, its the end of everything.
and thanks for every single thing.

Very unacceptable behauvior i have. Every single part of me is so not perfect Just hope that you will have a wonderful life ahead. Over, is over. Single, may be a better choice. Have to keep a relationship going on and on its not that easy. U're the only person who knew me so well, i'll have to admit that. And, thanks again.

[i wish you all the best in watever you do]

2008-07-10T20:11:00.001+08:00

mixture of moods today . happy, sad, angry, crazy. wow.. jus too many. hmm.. should i talk about the whole day? yes i should. haha

chemistry-
BOO..~ got test. i seriously seriously have no idea how to do it! i never study ok. LOL! jus hope pass la. if never pass, i cannot do anything. yeah, i noe its my fault la, never study. =X but i jus cant understand wat teacher is talking about! X.X

literature-
more more boo-ness. TEST AGAIN. ok, for almost the whole day, its test. im serious! we had this true and false quiz then some open ended. half way through, someone threw a paper ball across the classroom, trying to aim it into the bin la. but, MISSED! hahahaha! losey! opps. then mrs adris starting praying, "dear, bless us with useful knowledge, shower us with ur mighty guiding light, and let the culprit on put" something like that.. im not into the god thingy alright. then she ask ask ask and got so fustrated. so dunnoe why ended up abel became the culprit. haha, and he was punished by singing twinkle twinkle little star. LOL! its so no tune la! but we are laughing like mad cows. HEHE!

history-
mdm tan came in. good mood --------- bad mood.. its always the same, standard procedure. hhahaha! then got quiz and charmaine was the first one to be called. so shuay la. and she's like so damn freakingly scared. hahahaa. i damn scared she call my number sia. she called 19 then 17 then 16. LOL! luckily no 18! YAY! im feeling quite lucky today but at the same time, not lucky at all. haha. people got scolded too. bad bad bad.

CME-
we was talking bout jobs. and i was struggling, thinking of a job for myself, florris---dunnoe wat scientist, dancer, hotel managing, accountance.. lalala. alot alot. and charmaine wanna be a pest controller.hahahahaha! i'll support you wifey!
recess-
ok, recess.. nothing much actually. i was begging aishah to pierce second earhole with me. nonono is third, since charmaine say that its third not second since i already got two. [one on each side, get it?] yeah, i was begging. but she's afriad of pain.. zzz.. HAHAHAHA!

english-
oh yeah. im loving cohen. HAHAHA! he's joking throughout the entire lesson. im serious about it. but i only rmb a joke that got to do with crystal. hahahaha. first, he called crystal to answer something, then he started saying crystalisation, then crystal is always clear.LOL! you gotta be there la. hard to explain you noe. grrrr... but seriously we are thinking that he might had a accident and caused some concasion to his head or maybe changed souls. HAHAHA! so retarded. but good job MR COHEN!

maths-
TEST! i do it all wrong.. im so suky in graphs la. dunnoe wat gradient, i got the positive and negative side mixed up. zzzz.. i noe im stupid, no need to add into it! HAHA!

chinese-
nothing much happen, go through the workbook then blablabla. then berry got scolded by mdm dai cos he's always creating trouble everytime, and she praised joshua. while zhi xian or zhi hong was translating to him. then he action la. smile smile! haha! joking. LOL! but correct la, joshua good boy, keep quiet through out the whole lesson never create trouble. HAHAHA!

today im in the damndamndamn and lala mood! charmaine is entertaining me with it too! hehehehe! was damning at every sentence we say while walking to white sands to eat KFC! so long never eat alr. lol. then abel, ellysa and baotin turned up in no where. HAHA! they said they are there to collect cans later at the kopitiam. and they asked us to join in. OMG! no way no way! im so not gonna do that. HEHE! when eating that time, abel was asking charmaine to collect cans later, then charmaine say "if you wan me collect, i need to wear something to cover my face" HAHA! she tot he will treat it as a joke but its the opposite. he treated it damn seriously! he started finding through the KFC's plastic bag, see which one fit charmaine's head. small one, cannot. medium one, jus nice. so, he started measuring the eyes, to make a hole then the nose hole. while he's doing all that, linah, aishah, charmaine, annette, ellysa, baotin and me was like laughing so damn loudly can. AND AND, everybody is looking at us, no joke! ok, finish cutting. abel tried putting it onto charmaine's head, and he managed to. charmaine was laughing until she stomach pain. HAHAHAHA! the saw how big the eyes hole is and started laughing even louder. and i realised something! every time charmaine laugh, after a while she will "shhh" to herself. maybe thats her style of calming herself down. HHAHAHAHA! but its so damn hilarious i must say. i was really laughing my head/ ass off!

abel and ryan was serious about collecting cans at the kopitiam la, they asked the aunty where to find cans somemore. LOL! so retarded la. but they ended up digging the dustbin for cans.. EEEEEE! so damn gross sia. cannot stand seeing them..

NEOPRINT TIME! YAY! so long never touch that neoprint machine already! miss it like hell! hehehehehe! everybody claim that abel's head is bid and his ass is big too! HAHAHA! his blocking like half of the screen? HAHAHA! and ryan was seriously crapping in the picture. LOL! but we had lots of fun, charmaine didn't take a picture, but we manage to pull her in the last one! hehehehe! the neoprints rocks man! ^^~

oh ya, we deciding to go ikea for camwhoring [watever its spelling is]. and we are so damn damn sure, we are pulling abel and ryan go! taking pictures with then is fun fun fun AND FUN! hahahaha! realise that abel not that bad la. WEEEE~ hehehehe.

hmmm.. but today im feeling extremely tired and i dunnoe why. serious, i dont. tired like i jus finished doing 100 times of frog jumps. really really tired. another tangle of strings is forming i guess. but why dun i have any idea, wats the cause of it. oh no oh no! ARGH! after i heard and saw wats going on. something weird is happening around and in me. wats the feeling suppose to be? im still figuring it out. well, for now, maybe its time for you to make a choice.

~~Or maybe its jus me making everything difficult?~~

2008-07-09T21:24:00.001+08:00

ZZZZ.. today is a damn tiring day! P.E ran 3 rounds, booo... then had some breathing problems after that, so i went breathe in, breathe out, breathe in in, breathe outtttt, breathe in in in again and breathe outttttttt again . ok, i noe im lame! I ADMIT OK! XD but very tired sia.. OMG! my stamina are goning.. [if there's such word] =X IT was ... i dun really noe wat mr low was talking about, actually i got some but still have no idea about wat im supposed to do. SO, throughout the whole lesson, I WAS A BLURR! ^^~

after recess, we went back to class. since our class have only ONE pathetic prefect [amalina] , it will be very obvious if she never do her duty! then, charmaine went "AMALINA, YOU NEVER DO DUTY!" and whole class went "OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH........" then repeat over and over until she went out of class! XD its so COOL LA! hehehehe .. me and yu min was the loudest u can say, its fun fun and FUN to bully her! opps. =X haha. didn't meant that, amalina! hehe

I WANT PIERCE SECOND EAR HOLE LA! jordan la, go pierce ear, make me wanna go pierce second one! grrrrrrr.... all jordan's fault! hehe. no la no la. joking/ =X but i seriously seriously wan go pierce! T.T but mummy dun let la, she say study FINISH already then can.. zzzz.. study finish lehs// i how old liao.. hmmmm, let me count.. 1, 2, 3, 4 .. aiya, it will go on and on, i also dunnoe.. = =" HMPH! *whisper* wat if i go pierce secretly?? CONFIRM WILL "CHUAN BANG" wan.. very obvious de mahs.. think pearlyn khoo think! I NOE! best solution ever.. BEGGING! hohoho. pearlyn khoo you are so smart! XD [BHB]

OH YA OH YA! today mummy fetch me to school! YAY! three cheers for mummy! XD yeah, you people may be thinking i live so near still wan to take car to school, but haven anyone of u hear of laziness before! HAIZ! so disappointed in every one of u! LOL! ok, im seriously crapping like hell, to jia min, to joshua! HAHAHAHA! then then, me and mummy had this conversation,

M: your school wan right? [joshua & rian]
P: yup, they my class one lehs.
M: HUH! then never ask them come in, i can ride them to school mahs!
P: HAHAHA! mummy, even if i ask they oso wont want de la, they so damn bloody pai sehh wan. HEHEHEHE!
M: oh ok lor, next time ask them come in arhs, tell them no need shy.

HAHAHA! i was like laughing can. i cant imagine them sitting in the car ! LOL! it will be so, .... humorous?! HEHEHE! XD

OH, (!@$&**!#$&!@*(#&*(!@^$*!$(~ that damn damn bitch is seriously crossing the damn line i tell you. in hai sing, she think she prefect then big arhs. keep picking on me la! GRRRR... my uni tuck in then say i never tuck in! GO HELL LA! @)!($*@()!$*!@$()!*$ even, crystal, aishah, charmaine, BAOTIN dun like her. first sight some more! zzzz.. no wonder almost whole loyang dun like her la.! GRRRR!!!! im so damn angry can. pick on me pick on me. GO DIE LA! ARGH!

~~Leaving everytime behind is not that easy.~~

2008-07-08T20:03:00.002+08:00

BOO~ hehe. jus read joshua's blog. he finally updated after so many many many times of reminders! XD he ~~lazy bum~~! opps/ =X LOL. jus hope that he doesn't read this post although its quite impossible .. HAHA ! [no offence, josh!]

lets see. today my screw CAME OUT! hehehe. i was total insane, crazy and high in class ! hohoho! i was screaming screaming screaming, laughing laughing laughing, jumping jumping jumping, hopping hopping hopping! all of you may think im lame/childish, but thats me! ^^~ HEHE! oh dear, i jus rmb something! i almost hugged lionel today! HAHAHA! but seriously if i can i will! ><>

OH OH! today during geog class charmaine did a damn retarded thing. ok here goes nothing, she borrowed my stapler from me then she wanted to stapler her paper when she shouted " PEARLYN, i cannot stapler, cannot go down! " "charmaine! you are not supposed to use that top to stapler! " LOL! you may not understand wat im toking about but jus try to absorb in! HAHAHAHA!~ but its so damn humorous when u see wats happening! HAHAAHHAHA! i was almost laughing my ass out . ok, 'laughing my ass out' may be too exagerrating, hmmm... 'laughing my head off' then. better right?! HEHEHE! watever watever.

recess time, farhana showed us her COUPLE wallet to us! ><>

the day went past quite ~~fast~~ slow! DAMN BLOODY SLOW! after maths class, i found yu min's pe stuff IN THE DUSBIN! and i was teasing/bullying her with that matter. all of you thinks its impossible but its possible! LOL! cos she get rather irritated since i was nagging ang nagging by her ear! HOHOHO! one more time alright? "YU MIN! HOW CAN YOU PUT UR PE SHIRT IN THE DUSBIN! OMG! tsk tsk tsk.. " LOL! you should see her reaction, she's so damn pissed off by me la. and dunnoe wat happen, she ended up chasing me! HAHAHA! you see how things work in 1E3? me myself oso dunnoe! ok, im seriously crapping around .

lalala! BEEEEEE!!!! BANG! BYE!

~~I jus dun wish to hurt you .~~

2008-07-07T15:00:00.000+08:00

oh my oh my.. i dunnoe wats got into me . they say im jealous but am i? i dunnoe . ya, when i see both of you together i feel very uncomfortable but i cant be so selfish and only think about myself right? If separation benefits everyone of us, why not? they be perfect for one another. i should not go and destroy your happiness . yeah, maybe thats wat im going to do.

i seriously dunnoe wat im feeling deep deep inside me. everything seems to be tangled up together, and its so messy inside . im confused, VERY confused. i dunnoe wat i want! i dun want to hurt people anymore. ya, you may say that you wont be hurt. but u definetly will be! i dunnoe why, but i am 100% sure of that.

charmaine and all keep saying that i actually love you, do i? wat if it was jus admiration? in the end, i will still have to return to the beginning isn't it? i have full of questions but there's no answer to all of them. ya, maybe casper's right, i should focuse on my studies right now and think about the rest after my studies.

well then, i should really stop confusing myself and all of you. i think its time to entangle the knot inside me. sorry and bye.

2008-07-06T13:37:00.000+08:00

i've changed my skin..again! LOL! my blog is so pathetic la. its so DEAD ! and people are nagging and nagging . "father, update your blog" "pearlyn, update ur blog la" LOL! these are jus some examples, i shall answer "aiya, lazy la. =X" hehe! pearlyn is always lazy, isn't it?! hoho! aiya, dun wan pearlyn khoo to be lazy is like asking the pigs to fly lor. hehe!

AIYO, school got so many many homework sehh.. see the number of HW need to do, GONG liao la . XD but seriously, its ALOT ALOT! hmm.. very boring la. was toking to shayn on msn, then we dunnoe tok until wat, then i gotta make him happy so i need to tell the whole world he's the world's cutest and most shuai guy. LOL! i wrote it as my personal message ok! and he's happy of cos. but people start to ask me, u like shayn arhs.. lalala. syariz worst, u stead with shayn arhs, then blablabla. dun wanna go into details. but the prob is, i dun even like him, so i wont bother if people wanna say i like him anot! i know it myself can le . hehe!

our history teacher changed to mdm tan, she's damn fierce la. now wifey, daughter, priest and myself of cos, wan cohen back like hell ! i seriously have no idea why E4 like her so much. ok, she's bias towards them. its so damn obvious. NO! i should say, almost all teachers bias towards E4 . hehe . but there's ONE teacher that loves us, 1E3 and that teacher is MR. COHEN! lalala. actually cohen not that bad after all. after the holidays, he had some humour cells growing in him . LOL! cos he teaching teaching then the class suddenly laughed at him. HEHE . we may be the first class to laugh at his jokes? haha . but he seems sastified though . weee~

FINALLY, cohen start changing seats. BUT he never change mine.. :(((( sad case.. i so damn freakingly wanna change place can.. zzzzz! charmaine now sitting in my row. joshua now sitting in my row. jordan sit behind me! T.T omg.. actually not that bad la. jus hope that he's one that will talk to me. or else, i'll prefer glenn to sit behind me, at least i have someone to talk to! XD hehe . ok, charmaine is so angry when cohen change her place. she want her seat by the window so badly . haha ! she still write letter for advance lehs . dun believe? go read her blog! LOL ! i oso wan to change place, but wat to do. haiz... haha . gotta get use to it someday. ahh.. im crapping! lalala.

OH YA ! went jogging with mummy and kristal jie. but kristal jie was blading. mummy keep stopping and banging me. LOL! everytime lose balance . but the thing i cant believe is i ran to the end of the beach that is the jetty and ran back! WOOHOO! broke my record ok. XD im so damn happy can. and i sprint faster than before! YAY! three cheers for me! hehe .

ok, i'll stop here for now. NOW, i have proof that i've updated my blog! and my blog is alive again! yeah man!

p.s: that shayn is freaking me out with his "noted"! =X

2008-06-03T13:15:00.000+08:00

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2008-05-26T14:45:00.000+08:00

ok.. today went to watch Indiana Jones with family.. ITS DAMN DAMN NICE! i recommend it to everyone of you! hehe! but something terrible happened.. haiz..

THAT DAMN BITCH PUT PASSWORD ON THE COM! ARGH! FUCK LA! she think she wat. so big arhs.. she say my attitude like shit, like hers very good like that! WORST THAN MINE LOR! IDIOT! keep saying the com is her the com is her! kns la! fine la, she big so wat. everybody in the family like her, so wat! i say excuse me, she say i CB kia, i didn't noe like that is called good attitude lor! ARGH!!!!!

in the family nobody cares for me la. they only come and find me when they need help! like washing cars, help them do this do that then THEY WILL COME AND FIND ME! anot u think they will wan to come and find me mehs! like i said everybody in the family likes kristal khoo.. they agree with watever she say even if they dun agree they will tell her nicely.. but if it comes to me, they dun even give it a damn la. watever i say they dun even bother can! but why must i everytime give in to her! and she still dare to is she everytime give in to me! WAT IS THiS LA! like i said everybody in the family dotes on her then whenever i do something they will "kan bu shun yan"! everybody picks on me, HATES ME! thats why i prefer to be with my friends than be with you all! you all wont understand how i feel! you will never ever understand! NEVER!!!! thats why i will be so angry when daddy say about my friends! i have the right to make my own friend lor! YOU DUN EVEN UNDERSTAND ME! BUT THEY DO! you dun have the right to choose my friends FOR ME OSO! kristal khoo, kimberly jie they have wat kind of friend, you all never say anything. then i have wat kind of friends u all complain complain complain! i worth nothing to anyone of you! IM NOT A ROBOT! IM A HUMAN!

mummy and daddy's hopes are all on me! they believe that actually i can sudy wan its jus that i dun wan! WAT THE HECK IS THIS LA! i oso can say, kristal khoo oso can study wan its jus that she dun wan! come on, im the youngest yet i need to do wat the oldest need to do. i have to do the chores when kustiyah is not around! AND WHEN IM DOING IT, YOU ARE ALL DREAMING! daddy ask me to take care the family but hello, im the youngest for heaven sake! everytime you all sick i take care of you all but when i sick you all dun even give it a damn la! i not only have to take care of myself i still have to serve every single one of you! wat is this la! im not your maid or slave ok! can this be called family?! I DUN THINK SO!

watever kimberly jie or kristal khoo named, they get it! ok thats fine with me. but can u jus give me wat i wan!? i NEVER ASK FOR MUCH! they dun wan to share with me, and so i ask for it! is that wrong oso?! fine u can say that i dun need it, ok then! THEN WHY DO THEY NEED IT! i admit that im jealous of them, im angry, im not sastified at all! but who cause me to have all this kind of feeling!? IS CAUSE BY UR BIASNESS! i have to earn it before i can get something i wan. i have to show u my results then i can get wat i want! OR I HAVE TO WAIT FOR YEARS AND YEARS THEN I CAN GET WAT I WANT! do you noe how i feel not? YOU NOE ANOT! you dunnoe A SINGLE THING! you think you all noe everything arhs?! YOU ARE SO WRONG! i feel so awkward when i go out with you all but i feel so comfortable with my friends! i thought it should be the opposite? but why it turn out to be like that?! i shall tell you why, because they treat me more like a family than you all do! you GET IT NOW?! i may seems happy to you all, but inside me, IM NOT AT ALL! you respect jies decision, but you dont respect mine! i have to do things your way! and i dun want that at all. i rather you all jus leave me alone than me all this pain! I HAD ENOUGH! i can erupt anytime you noe!

whenever you all wanna go out you all will find jies first, if they dun wan go or cant go then u all realy really no choice then come and find me. i noe that but im still very happy that u all at least called me cos i tot you all care for me, at least a bit.. but actually im wrong, SO WRONG! but now, i can confirm with you all! i am a different person now! i wont wait for you all to call me out cos i dun wan to already! LEAVE IT TO JIES! by following you all, i only will feel pain, sad, jealous! I WONT FEEL HAPPY OR LOVED! now my friends are my family. since you all treat me like shit, fine! let it be that way! im not last time that pearlyn khoo who is willing to be ordered around jus to catch your attention! now i have the guts to REGECT! ARGHARGHARGHARGHARGH! i love you all alot you noe, but u all cos me to hate everyone of you now! whenever i go home, i feel so weird, i dun feel that kind of sercure, that kind of safe! cos when i go home i will have like that kind of burden on me! ITS SO HEAVY AND BIG THAT I CAN COLLAPSE ANYTIME!

but jus rmb this, i still love everyone of you! PLEASE DUN STEP ON MY LIMIT! AND MAKE ME HATE YOU ALL! cos your are only 1 cm away from it...

2008-05-19T13:57:00.000+08:00

LOL! i never blog for a week only, kana nag by people already! ><

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SUNDAY, 18/05/08

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hmmm.. nothing much happened today. went to popo's house to borrow the NTUC card from her as i want to book chalet then member got promotion. lalalaa! CHALET! hehe.. cant wait for the day. errr... then when reach there, aunty helping popo to apply the dunnoe wat thing on popo's hair. and i keep teasing popo say, "po, u very pretty lehs!" [ in chinese ] then say "you veyr young lehs" [in chinese] LOL! you all should really see her reaction! she's like giving me the "dun joke around" face and "shy" face! hahahaha! mummy checked popo's wallet but the card was not there, then she rmb that shi jin jie borrowed it since she need to book a chalet oso, so i went to uncle jack's house to asked for it! LOL! went in his house, since the door was big open [confirm is to welcome me, eee, so bhb ] LOL! then i gave them a very friendly greeting, saying 'HI' 'HI' and 'HI' and 'HI EVERYBODY' hahahaha! then when i leave i did the same thing.. then shi hua jie was like giving me the 'she's werid' face! HAHAHA!

Then went to DTE, to book the chalet. mummy paid for us first cos haben collect class funds yet.. so, BOYS YOU BETTER PAY UP! MY MUM WONT LET YOU GO SO EASILY IF U DUN! grrrr! haha. then went to the counter there, the line so long can.. = =" then i saw the coms there, on top put online booking.. so i went there, trying to book online. then i kana scolded by my mum! she say that, "our house computer cannot book mehs? come here and book! chey, i tot is need to come here personally to book. you arhs, waste my coupon and my time!" LOL! then i was like, i dunnoe mahs.. mummy this is my first time lehs.. haha!

So, in the end went home to book! WEEE~ i was so excited when i book can.. i was like wat if i put wrong information how? OMG! OMG! so i like check check check! HAHAHA! if charmaine they all were there, they will laugh their ass out! ^^~ okok thats about it. BYE

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SATURDAY, 17/05/08

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hmm.. today is the 7th week already. time jus flies so fast, so quickly.. haiz.. i still cant let go.. 49 days jus passed so quickly, i didn't have enough time to let it go. its jus too difficult. you treat us like ur own daughters and sons, and we treat we like our mothers. we really love you. some of us may be rude to you sometimes but actually we really care for you and we really love you.. we really hope that you will take good care of urself. hope that ur next one will be a much much much better one. and hope that you will live healthily and happily. ^^~ please look after popo and gong-gong and mummy they all. you are close to everyone of us. i noe that when u are there for us, we did not treasure u, we took you for granted and after you leave us, we are crying like hell.. ya, since we dun even treasure you, why are we crying so bitterly. cos actually, deep in our hearts we really loved you.. really we really do.

oh.. popo and gong-gong went to the t...le too. they cant do anything but to watch since they are your parents.. and gong-gong was like crying? and when i saw, i really jus coudn't control myself.. haiz.. kim jie coundn't too! until now, i dun think any of us are able to let go la can. its really the hardest job. haiz..

we are really sorry for making you suffer so much..

GOODBYE!

WE LOVE YOU!

WE MISS YOU!

this may be the last farewell?

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FRIDAY, 16/05/08

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hmm.. today arhs.. i forget already sia. grrr. ok, today cant go and fetch charmaine and aishah, cos of ''! haiz.. sian la.. then cant go for volleyball oso! ><>

then got geog lesson, boring.. and i never do geog homework lor! zzz! hoho! but luckily no have, cos dunno got wat thing then skip the lesson! YAY! hehe.

then got biology that day, miss cai teaching us a new chapter, ECOLOGY? i think so la.. seriously, im really really not listening.. im playing with the keychain then vandalising the table.. =X dreaming.. ai ya not listening, thats it! ok, i only listen the part on the tapeworm.. its so damn gross can! ARGH! haha! then finally the class ended! anot i really will sleep cos i almost did! HAHAHA! sorry MISS CAI!

then at night or in the afternoon, charmaine was scaring aishah with the emoticons 'cockraoch'. then aishah was like, omg omg! and she was like space enter space enter space enter to get the cockroach off the screen! HAHAHA! you should really be in the conver.. its damn funny la!

okok, thats the end of it.. i dunnoe wat to say already! =X

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THURSDAY, 15/05/08

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BIG NEWS! BIG NEWS! charmaine my wifey ran today! WOOHOO! cos today during PE lesson, 3 classes, 1E3, 1E4 and 1N1 gotta run 2 rounds around the school. but the problem is that none of us was in the mood to run la, u see. haha! and charmaine really did ran for the first round i think? then i dunnoe already. AND MIRACLE, SHE PASSED! LOL! XD but that time, after i finish running i really very tired like wanna faint already that kind.. and i dunnoe why! then today oso got check exam papers.. we need to check if the marks all correct not mahs.. all of us like so damn nervous la! haha.. dun ask me how much i get! cos i will kill you! =X ok, today nothing much la.. forget everything already! :(

BYE!

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WEDNESDAY, 14/05/08

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hmm.. wat did we do today? errr... * thinking hard * oh ya, today checked papers.. and my results was like, SHIT! ARGH! i seriously dunnoe how am i gonna tell mummy and daddy lor..haiz... but hope the overall is much better!!!!! ARGH! ok.. i dunnoe wat to say anymore! LOL! im being so retarded la.. zzzz

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TUESDAY, 13/05/08

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WOOHOO~ that day is marking day, so no need to go school!!!!! so stay at home and slack... zzzz.. forgot to tell kustiyah that i no school, so uli was like calling calling calling me to wake up! I SO DAMN IRRITATED CAN! lol. but actually is partially my fault la.. zzz.. then make me cannot sleep properly.. =X and i lost my beauty sleep! haha

then dinner that time, i ask daddy go watch iron man! at first he was like saying dun wan dun wan.. but i keep asking la.. then at last he went! HOHOHOHO! but i not force lor, dun misunderstand. but he still keep acusing me say i force him go!~ zzz.. but this is the first movie he saw after 20 over years! WOOHOO! luckily he enjoyed it! anot i will feel guilty ok! hehehe..

i love IRON MAN! i recommend it to everyone of you! i love the last part.. " i am.. iron man! " HAHAHAHA! its like so damn cute la! LOL. ok thats about it! BYE PEOPLE!

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MONDAY, 12/05/08

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YAY! that day is the last paper.. english paper 3.. i dun think alot of people really studied for it lor.. its like so lame la.. paper 3! zzzz vocab, grammar all this.. so sian la.. i cant even rmb a single thing lor.. so i didn't really give it a damn! ><

then after that we went to eat breakfast at mac.. ITS YUMMY! i ate, pancakes. then dear they all was like asking, "pearlyn, why u eat so fast?" then i say back, "i not like someone[aishah] eat so slow and gently." HAHAHA! i so bad.. i noe.. LOL!

after we went to ehub,actually wan to watch movie wan but haven open so we go aishah's house and slack! until about 1 plus like that then we decide to go tm watch "What happen in Vegas". ok, the show was abit "uh hem" but it NICE OK! LOL! okok.. thats it. BYE

ok, thats my week! ^^~ BYE EVERYBODY! BYEBYE!

2008-05-12T13:45:00.000+08:00

HAPPY MOTHERS' DAY! thank you for everything u did for me.. thank you for bringing me to this world! THANK YOU. THANK YOU and THANK YOU! and thank you for taking care of me for so many years.. and im sorry that i caused alot of trouble to you! sometimes, im really trying to make u happy, but at last im causing trouble to you! SORRY! but still, i wish u a

HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!

I LOVE U, MUMMY!

2008-05-10T13:28:00.000+08:00

What Pearlyn Means

You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.

Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.

Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.

You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.

At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.

You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.

You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.

Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.

You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.

You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.

You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.

You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Your Love Type: INFP

The Idealist

In love, you crave a long term, harmonious relationship.

For you, sex doesn't come quickly - it takes time for you to open up.

Overall, you are supportive, nurturing, and expressive.

However, you tend to be shy and protective of your personal space.

Best matches: ENFJ and ESFJ

What's Your Love Type?

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please.

Your ideal relationship is open. Both of you can talk about everything... no secrets.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

The Recipe For pearlyn

3 parts Courage

2 parts Mischief

1 part Nonconformity

Splash of Seductiveness

Serve over ice

What's the Recipe for Your Personality?

Your Rising Sign is Gemini

You often feel torn between two dominant personalities.

Sometimes you're adaptable and friendly; other times indecisive and unsure.

No matter what, you're the life of the party or conversation.

Witty and talkative, you entertain with your stories and gossip.

It's a bit difficult for you to finish what you start - jobs, friendships, relationships...

There's so much you want to try. You often bite off more than you can chew.

What's Your Rising Sign?

2008-05-10T11:44:00.000+08:00

ok.. today i had maths paper 1! quite easy la.. hmmmm... then we went to MAC and eat BREAKFAST! WAAHOOO~ charmaine and i ate sausage mac muffin, crystal ate hotcakes with sausage, aishah ate hotcakes and cynthia ate big breakfast! HEHE! its so damn delicious.. yummmy! ok im being seriously seriously LAME! after that aishah told us that hillman they all will be playing soccer at pasir ris park.. and asked her to go and see.. so, she's like kana force la... LOL! then she pull us all go.. but at last only i went with her.. = =" haha..

u noe, charmaine pang sehh us, but actually is cos her dad came back from korea suddenly when she was about to ask her mum whether she could go.. so since her dad came back, they whole family going to eat lunch&dinner! HAHA! me and aishah was really freaking out when we heard that char could not.. haiz...

when we reach there.. aishah started saying uh hem's name.. say say say say.. its irritating ok! haha.. u all should try it one day.. then when i was seeing the game, half way.. i thought TANJONG KATONG SEC.. familiar lehs.. then i tot of JON! HEHEHEHEHE! then i was thinking, jon's in soccer wat then he should be here... so i asked aishah to msg hillman if he noes who jon.. haha.. and hillman noes! so im like asking her to msg him again why isn't he here.. but the prob is im msging jon too~ LOL! i noe i very idiot la, but jon always dun reply my msg u see! HOHO! surprisingly, jon replied! haha.. he asked me if im playing with hillman and im going like, u siao arhs, i play with him, i dun even noe him la.. hahahahaha! then i ask him mahs, why he not here.. then he NEVER REPLY! ARGH! so i called him, then he said he couldn't go cos he's outside with his parents.. so i abit sad la.. i very LONG LONG LONG never see JON ALREADY LA! >M<>

and and i got damn lot of mosquito BITES! ARGH! im running around.. jumping around.. walking around.. COS ITS SO BLOODY ITCHY! aishah, crystal and zhengwei did not get any lor! they should thank me.. cos i mosquito all aim me, so its like i prevented them from getting bite u noe! see, i so "wei da"! lOL! eee.... so BHB! =X haha..

okok, my leg is still so damn itchy now.. so i'll stop here! BYEBYE!

2008-05-09T10:26:00.000+08:00

:] today got biology, physics and chemistry paper~ chemistry paper is like damn hard la.. dunnoe how to do most of the question! ARGH! LOL! bio and physics still ok.. can rmb most of the main things! HAHA! LUCKY!

after the three papers, we went to KFC..again. haha! rmb the secret? okok, here it goes! charmaine, aishah, crystal and i went to the KFC first.. so i was like saying i need to buy something.. actually we three all wanna go but one gotta stay with charmaine.. so crystal stayed with her.. me and aishah quickly went to the watch shop that is called the Chain something la.. then we bought the watch that charmaine long wanted and loved it like hell! it cost $119 singapore dollars! NO JOKE OK! haha! since we did not noe her until this year and she treat us all so good, so we decided to thank her by giving her that watch! ^^~

me and aishah went to the kopitiam to wrap the watch UP! the first layer we did not use much of the tape but the SECOND LAYER! HOHOHOHO! we use newspaper and tape it with damn damn damn lot of tapes! haha! we are thinking how is charmaine gonna open it! haha.

then when we went back to the KFC, we was like keep asking charmaine to close her eyes.. so, we gave her the 'present' and told her the reasons why we are giving it to her.. haha! she really had a very difficult time opening it. then see her so ke lian we let her use sissors.. LOL! then when she is reaching the REAL thing.. we asked her to close her eyes again.. we took the newspaper out and gave her the watch box.. slowly, she opened her eyes.. we tot she will cry when she see it, or she will scream.. but we think too much.. her reaction wasn't big but i can feel that she really really thank us.. she really really appreciate it.. but she's jus too shocked to say anything.. HAHA!

so, charmaine knew the secret after all! HEHE! this is wat i wanna say to charmaine but like she will read like that haha..

charmaine, thank you for treating me as ur real friend.. u really very good to me. u make me noe wat does it feel like when you are treated as a real friend. you are so good, so kind and u really understand me.. if i didn't have u this friend with me, i dun think i will so happy today.. ^^~ i really love u! i really do. thank you for everything.. when im wrong u will correct me, when im down u will console me.. i can feel that u really do care for me.. and thats the first time im feeling it from a friend! ok, this may be the first time im saying it, but i really do treat u as my best friend. and hope that our relationship will go on like this forever! XD

THANK YOU CHARMAINE! I LOVE YOU AND EVERYONE DOES TOO! <3

2008-05-08T12:58:00.000+08:00

actually i have many many things to say you noe.. but, it all went away! MEMORY LOST! ok... hmmmmmm *thinking hard* uh HUH! i shall talk about the whole week alrights? hehhehehehe.. here is goes!

MONDAY,

monday we had History and MT paper 1. the history was damn damn damn hard la... zzzz wats worst is i left blankS! can u believe it! haiz...i really scared will fail sia. then the MT paper 1 quite ok la.. actually i got alot of things to write one lor, but not enough time.. SO, must cut cut cut cut.. ><> bake a cake for lycia since her birthday is the next day.. and she dun like to eat chocolate so we gotta do some other things.. haiz... after the shopping we went to aishah's house to start baking! HAHA! the first cake failed cos its NOT COOKED! ARGH! and by the time we finish it, its like around 7 plus already! hai yoyo.. but we still wanna bake the seond time! LUCKILY the second cake was a success! anot i really will go and jump down the building! HAHA! and mustaqiim's dad called aishah to ask for mustaqiim! HAHAHAHA! he was like scolding aishah la.. and she's really freaking out! LOL! then when we wanna put the colouring, farhana spilled it on her blouse! LOL! then her uniform like got blood sia.. HAHA! then we are really tired and hungry! haha.. and we left aishah's house at around 10 plus! ><

TUESDAY,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LYCIA! hahaha.. in the morning aishah and charmaine and farhana was waiting for me to go.. and i at last did not turn UP! OMG! IM TERRIBLY SORRY! but luckily they found farhana and they manage to bring the cake to school! HAHAHAHAHA! we store the cake in the fridge at the chicken rice store.. then during recess period, we took the cake out and finding ways to light the candles up.. we tried matches but it didn't work.. at last the aunty from the chicken rice store helped us! HAHAHAHA! THANK YOU, aunty! then when we was walking towards lycia, a damn F guy go and blow the candle out! ARGH!!!!!!! but we had no choice so we jus continue walking.. charmaine was covering lycia's eyes, so when we was in front of lycia, charmaine slowly take away her hands and lycia open her eyes! SHE WAS SO DAMN SURPRISED LA! HOHOHOHO! and out surprise party was really a sucess! and luckily she said that we passed(the cake)! we asked her to take the candle out from the cake, WITH HER MOUTH! we almost push her head lor! but did not succeed... zzzz.. haha! then after all the papers, aunty christina asked us go to the downtown sakura and she will bring lycia there.. so we went and waited for them.. lycia was really shocked when she saw as there la.. then we ate and cut the cake and WENT HOME! hahaha.. THANK YOU, AUNTY CHRISTINA! oh ya, she gave lycia the present and u noe wat is that noe! iS THE WATCH THE CHARMAINE WANTED SO DAMN BADLY! and when charmaine saw it, she really screamed and she was crying la.. LOL! then after that charmaine, crystal, aishah and zheng wei went to my house to start the GOSSIP CLUB! ^^~ and aishah was really in love with the 2007 bear! haha.. she name it D.. zzzz..LOL!

WEDNESDAY,

haiz.. this is a very bad day for everyone of us u NOE! ARGH! we had our maths paper 2, it was damn hard la.. zzzz.. linah did not manage to finish section D.. and she was feeling so DOWN!
so.. CHEEP UP LINAH! ^^~ u see, linah u are not the only one that did not manage to finish section D u noe.. and although section D cause 16 marks that is quite alot, u could still pass! SO DUN WORRY OK GAL? and some other people may not finish alot of questions too! and the total up of those questions may cause much more marks than urs! and u really gotta think positive alright! XD

WHAO.. i say until like i so pro like that sia.. =X hehehehe! ok.. after the maths paper, we went to white sands KFC to eat CHICKEN! HOHOHOHO! then when we are done.. we went up to the watch shop and CHARMAINE was like, keep looking at that square watch saying that she's gonna buy that watch no matter wat.. HAHA! then me, aishah and crystal was planning SOMETHING.. hAHHA! charmaine was really mad when she noe we are keeping a secret from her, she's begging for us to tell her the secret but we jus wont utter a single word.. THEN, lycia came to us and told us that the watch the her mum gave LOST! we checked her bag and checked everywhere she went but we just couldn't find it.. i asked her to call her mum and tell her that she lost her watch, but she jus refused! and i dun noe why! me and cynthia went to the customer service and asked but they say nobody returned anything.. lycia panicked, but all of us was finding like hell except for HER! crystal scolded her, but end up, crystal is the one crying.. haiz... so i went to the waskroom with her.. she locked herself in the cubical for so damn long, and u noe for wat? cos she was typing a sorry msg for her! OMG! ARGH! then charmaine and aishah came, so i asked them where is she, they said she went to the library with cynthia.. WTF right! so i went to the library, i asked charmaine to help me call her out.. so i asked her when are u going to tell ur mum about the watch.. then she said she dunnoe and she dare say that now tell and later tell got difference mehs? then we started argueing.. haiz.. i really feel like telling her this..

you noe that ur mum spent so much time preparing a surprise party for u? DO U NOE ANOT! u dun even looks like u appreciate.. u dare tell us that ur mum is the best among all of our mothers. we agreed but do u noe that u are the worst child among all of us! u said that u noe ur mum loves u but do u? u said u love her but why cant we feel or sense or see it! u dun even seem like u give it a damn la!

U dun care our feelings, thats fine with us.. but its a must for u to care about ur mum's feeling! DO U NOE THAT?! she following u, u noe.. not u following her.. she's giving wat u wan.. do u noe that raising 2 childrean yourself is a very difficult task! u wan to try?! and she gotta work and HELP U DO UR ART TOO! have u ever think that wat if ur mum's not beside u anymore! wat are u gonna do! none of the parents in the world could stay by the side of the children forever u noe! U GET IT OR NOT! do u noe that ur attitude towards us and ur mum's is totally different? and u dare to tell us that u dun care about that watch already la! HOW COULD U! have u ever think for mother or not! u said ur mother was too hush on ur sister.. yes, she may be too hush but have u ever thought of why she's being like tat anot! U NOE WHY ANOT! u dunnoe? i TELL U WHY, she have alot of burden on her u noe.. she's taking away all the burdens on u two sisters u noe! and u noe how stress she is? u cannot take sick as an excuss u noe.. if u wan to take that as an excuse i can tell u how sick ur mum is already.. she wants to rest and she wants to stop all those hard work... but can she? CAN SHE ANOT?! BECAUSE OF U SHE NEED TO CONTINUE TO DO EVERYTHING HERSELF! and you say that u have problems, since u have problems why cant u tell us? aren't we friends? u said that is because u dun feel like telling us.. fine! but do u noe the ur that single problem is only abit bit bit of our problems! DO U NOE THAT?! DO U NOE?!

AND UR DUN CARE ATTITUDE! it sucks! everytime u tell u our problems or tell u something.. u will be going like so? or you think i care? or also not my business! cant u jus act like u care! CANT U THINK OF OUR FEELINGS! when we tell us something, we will advice u or listen to u.. wont like u so rude!

and do u noe that, u treat all of us as a toy? u dun have this one,u go to another one, dun have another one u go to the last one that is crystal! DO U NOE THAT! crystal and i is already treated like that in the past, cant u make us dun kana hurt again! u dunnoe that kind of hurt is how pain lor! cant u make us have a good school life?! CANT U!?

and ur brithday, we bake a cake for u! we dun even noe how to, but we put alot of effort in it! DO U NOE, we all kana scolded by or parents cos we go back late and is cos of ur damn damn CAKE! even zheng wei oso help alot.. he and u oso not close but he help U! all of us so tired, so dirty, but we have that kind of pleasant feeling when we finish the cake! we tot u will really appreciate it, but we over-estimate u! u jus keep saying thank you, but why cant i will that u are really appreciating it! WHY CANT I!

another one is the CME project.. charmaine wake up 5 in the morning jus to do the CME project.. she did ur part. u only wanted to draw! she ask u cut the words, u say that u dun wan, u draw, she cut! what kind of attitude u showing sia! charmaine did so much work but at last she will be getting the same marks as u! and u dun deserve that mark! U DID NOT DO ANYTHING! and do u noe that charmaine hand pain, u still ask her cut! i cannot continue to like that u noe!

AND U BE THE CHAIRMAN FOR WAT! noe i understand already.. u be chairman jus to make friends! if u are not the chairman u wont be able to make so much friends! but when u make friends, u have to learn how to care for ur friends, DO U NOE THAT? u make friends, so wat? at last u will be losing every single one of them..

you ask us to teach u how to show ur appreciation.. how to teach! DIFFERENT PEOPLE HAVE DIFFERENT MUMS! different people have different style! its not that u are that kind of person that will show how to appreciate something. u said that u want to show but u just cant.. are u sure u really really want to show it! ARE U SURE!? u really have to find that key to the box u noe.. cant u jus make ur mum happy for once? show that u really love her.. show that u really appreciate everything she did for u! dun think that showing appreciation can jus say it alright.. its not saying thank you, i really appreciate it, then can already ok! u may think that ur mum is already very happy by hearing u say that.. NO! she wants more than that! CANT U JUST UNDERSTAND!?

if u dun change, none of us are going to be ur friends anymore.. we will just let u go.. cos we noe that we have one another.. we do not need you to live on u noe.. time wont be waiting for.. all the decisions lies on u!

ok.. haiz.. im getting really angry and agitated now! so i'll stop here... LOL!

2008-05-03T09:50:00.000+08:00

WHAO! i update my blog.. again? LOL! okok, i noe since i last posted was like few months ago? HAHAHAHAHA! watever~ hmmm.... I SHALL TALK ABOUT MY CLASS, 1E3!!!!

AMALINA
talkative,american accent, kind

AMELIA
cute, kind, hardworking, knows korean

YU MIN
kind, abit rough, abit scary

CHARMAINE
chio bu, crazy, nice figure, cute, kind, a good friend

CRYSTAL
emo kid, pretty, crazy, scary, a good friend, kind

DICKLIN
quiet, malaysian, sweet, gentle

JOYCE
kind, friendly

CYNTHIA
kind, loud voice, pretty, friendly

ESTHER
guai kia, friendly, crazy, clever

LYCIA
friendly, cheerful, kind, scary, pretty

AMIERAH
crazy, easily scared, very clever, hardworking, guai kia

FARHANA
crazy, hyper gal, kind, pretty, cute, a good friend

SYAIRAH
cute, crazy, kind, friendly

ADLINAH
hyper, sometimes emo, pretty, kind, a good friend

NURUL-AMALINA
very soft voice, gentle, kind, pretty, EAR BITER!

ELLYSA
crazy, good singer, pretty, loud voice, daring

NURUL-HUDA
clever, plays the piano

AISHAH
pretty, kind, friendly, clever, a good friend

JIALINN
crazy, hyper, cheerful, clever, pretty

CLARISSA
pretty, gentle, clever, hardworking

AHMAD
damn good at art, hardworking damn nice, funny, clever, handsome

JASON
pervertic freako, lame, not handsome

DERYL
nerd, irritating, retarted

DERICK
damn tall, cold, quiet, ok-ok look

ZHI-XIAN
toot, idiot

JOSHUA
kind, clever, nice, handsome, shy, basketball freak, good in sports

GLENN
irritating, hates abel, ok-ok look, kind, lucky

JAVEN
small boy, irritating, retarded hair, lame, funny

JORDAN
irritating, ok-ok look, lame, nothing better to do, idiot

ZHI-HONG
gay, idiot

MUSTAQIIM
cute, kind, sweet, loyal, wonderful, cheerful, very good

JAMESON
lucky, ok-ok look, irritating, quite good

RAIHAN
gay, good, lucky, funny

RIAN
good, kind, sometimes irritating, handsome, pro in soccer, brainy

RYAN
emo king, irritating, knowledgable

SEAN-BERRY
irritating, thick-skinned, lame, quite kind, quite nice

SHAUN
brainy, lame, bookworm, ok-ok look, quite kind

SYED
irritating, handsome, good, clever, lucky, lame

ABEL
irritating, funny, joker, lame, idiot

WOOHOO~ thats the 39 people! (did not plus me) u see, my class in a rather insane, crazy and siao class.. hehe! although our bond not that close but we all quite good la! weeeee~ 1E3 rocks excluding the teachers! HEHEHHHEHE! IM SO BAD! oh my god.. hahahahahaha
ok i noe im lame.. im really hyper and mad since the day i went in to HSC u see.. i have EVIDENCE IF U DUN BELIEVE! hohohoho! ok, i shall stop here.. PEARLYN TIRED!

2008-03-12T16:39:00.000+08:00

its been a long time since i posted huh? school has been quite ok these few days... BUT, i still hate that school! cant imagine that there's a school with such LOSEY toilets! the toilets are so damn DIRTY, UGLY, SMELLY! im not trying to exaggerate, its the fact! IM SERIOUS! haiz.. but wat to do.. i will be stucked in that school for 4 YEARS! IMAGINE THAT!

OH MY GOD!

cohen is really getting up to my nerves this few days... NO! is WEEKS! haiz... giving jus homework everyday.. talking non-stop.. talk like a bullet train.. no idea wat the heck he is talking about.. no idea wat language he is saying.. ARGH! DOG SHIT LA!

WHAT AM I SUPPOSED TO DO! i have so many things waiting for me to do.. i only have 2 hands, 2 legs, 2 eyes, 2 ears, 1 nose, 1 mouth and 1 BODY! i cant split into so many parts! IM GOING CRAZY! if someone is here to help me, how good will it be! when will i find someone that is really suitable for me??? WHEN? WHEN??? everything seems so fast, so impossible... my body and my heart is not doing the things that my mind is asking them to do... I CANT POSSIBLY LIKE HIM RIGHT? u noe its him! OMG! wat is actually happening to me! im not supposed to like him right? or am i? haiz... i have so many questions but no answers to them! HOW? HOW? AND HOW?????

the only things i can do to relax myself, to calm myself is to sing or draw! OR, being alone... daydream is the best thing... NO! sleep is the best cure ever... RIGHT? HEHE!

if being happy can relieve people that im alright, im willing to act jus for them.. really... acting is easy.. but trying to act it as though its real.. its rather difficult, and the scariest thing is.. im afraid i've already master it already..

2008-01-26T12:21:00.000+08:00

:] today went for volley practice. the training quite tough la, but netball tougher.. XP seriously speaking, i prepare netball... everytime i play volley ball, my wrist there confirm very very pain de lor.. zzzz today during PE ran 2 rounds around the school.. quite tired la.. got alot of pro runners there like, jordan, joshua then i dunnoe le.. but joshua really run damn fast lor! >< *jealous* then the girls oso run very fast. although i came in first for girls, but the other girls in E3 and E4, their stemina good wors... now must train harder then before le, volley ball need alot of stemina, then NAPFA test coming le, 2.4 lehs! 3 rounds around the school lehs.. NOT EASY ARHS! lol.

And the boys in my class and jav class irritating la! errrrr.... if i lion right, the first few people i will eat is jordan and the boys from jav class! ARGH!!!! prepare to go to hell! LOL! im so lame...

today history test, confirm fail.. its a confirm! i onli sure about the first question lor. that is onli one mark... = =" so idiot right! haiz.... the history teacher talk that time, almost everybody not listening lor... can tell la... his lessons all so sian wan... english lesson that time, i really almost fall asleep lor, when he saying about the comprehension thing, topic sentence all these i really almost fall alsleep sia! then must force to open eyes big big, O.O! Lycia dun care, she sleep. LOL! she sleep can la, teacher oso wont walk pass her there, although she sit right at the front, but she sit right at the side, so teacher wont really go see there or walk around there.. he believes that, that row is 'guai' de. LOL!

hmmm... there's a idiot old bitch in this stupid school lor... dunnoe her name and i dun wanna noe.. scared later i noe i will vomit blood... on the forth day of school, she scold me like hell lor, damn idiot la! jus cos of my attire, she scold until like that. but my attire oso nothing wrong lor.. she SIAO wan la! @@! almost everybody in the school hate her to the core! dunnoe why, the principal gave the right to cut our skirt.. if like she see too short or wat, then she will cut the thread. 'BASKET' right?! then the way she speak, its like so 'er xin' lor... like her english so pro like that... ARGH! dun wan talk about her le la, tok about her onli make me angry!

i realised something, the last few blogs, is all complains! hahahahahaa.. didn't notice it sehh.. XD but who cares... LOL! dun wan complain liao, anot all of u will get sore eyes, cos i still have plenty more! BYE!

2008-01-24T16:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, MY DEAREST DEAREST BUDDY!

2008-01-23T14:49:00.000+08:00

wow.. studying at Hai Sing is far more difficult then i thought.. i thought i could cope with everything that is coming up to me, but i realised i can't.. seriouisly, i really cant.

if there's a shoulder for me to lean on now how good will it be.
if there's a place where i can leave all my thoughts there how good will it be.
if there's a place, that could make me laugh my ass out, how good will it be.
if there's a place that have no problems, no sadness only happiness, how good will it be.
if i have a fairy godmother, how good will it be.

but the things above are all IF, and its so impossible. i cant jus wait like that, i got to go and grant all my wishes myself! but the problem is, how am i going to do that?watever i do, its all not right. or either, everything i do is not right, i seriously dun noe why. i jump down the building, some ppl may care cos i jump at the wrong time. some ppl scold me, ask me why i dun jump earlier. some happy, cos at least i jump liao. some sad, cos i die le. these are stupid reasons, but it may be true.. so, watever i do, i'm doing it for myself. for myself!i try not to think about others, but am i able to do it, when im such a busybody? i tried to focus on my studies, but i jus cant concentrate at home.. and that is the worst problem! haiz... i'll stop complaining for now.. BYE!

2007-12-09T16:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAVIER!

2007-12-08T23:43:00.000+08:00

WOW! i so long never blog le oh.. ><" hehehhe... anyway, the performance was done very very succesfully! HEHEHEHE! im quite happy bout it la.. LOL! watever.. haiz... sian arhs! this year cannot go overseas.. now lehs, christmas reaching le.. needa buy 33-35 presents lehs.. im gonna be a santa cluas le.. LOL! u all will be thinking, i'll confirm be very broke right.. u noe wats my method not.. WORK WORK WORK! = =" gotta work mahs.. no choice lehs.. no money buy so many presents with never work wors.. then even worst i needa choose the presents and do 33 to 35 christmas cards lehs! with my two bear hands!!!! ARGH! im going crazy man!

haiz... yesterday night cant really get to sleep lor... keep waking up, then about 5 i cannot sleep le... so u noe wat, i woke up at 5! haiz... so early sehh... still wanna sleep so can kill time, but i just cant... WHY? WHY? WHY? T.T ANYWAY, jav BIRTHDAY is right ahead! hehehehehe.. still thinking wat to give him lehs... although i think of something le.. but dunnoe whether that one can not.. jus hope that watever i give him, he will like it.. he always say this "its the thoughts that counts" so is no point asking him wat he want... haha. after racking my brain over his present, it will be jon's turn... ARGH! then after after that, its CHRISTMAS! ARGH ARGH!! thats worst... will gonna need to rack my brains 33-35 times.. @.@ oh my god.. it will be very good if one of them could tell me wat he/she wants.. i will be so glad.. but i noe it will be like so damn impossible.. = =" i think after christmas, im going to be so scared of presents! ><

ok, enough of presents... hmmm... i can say that this holiday is worst than last year?? ITS SO DAMN BORED! ok la.. not say very very bored la.. but its still bored arhs.. haiz........ gotta find one day to buy all the presents!!!! opps... did i mention present again?? o.O sori.. hahahaha! OMG, IM SO LAME! T.T i cant believe that me, pearlyn khoo could be so lame.. LOL! am i toking to myself or wat?? errrr.... btw, im always lame.. so actually im not that surprised.. HAHAHAHA!

I WAN GO PARIS, LONDON! but maybe got to wait till next year march or june... maybe next year march going to hong kong.. my dad say its the right time to go there, but who cares... i jus wan to sit the damn aeroplane alright..HAHAHAHA! but go hong kong can SHOPPING! can buy alot alot of "barang barang"! hehehehehe.. im so siao! = =" but im happy to say the i did not go mad! ^^~ thats the main thing. LOL!

can anybody jus tell me wat to do.. i jus dun have any idea wat to do.. WAT TO DO DO DO DO DO DO??? sing song? sing wat kind of song.. dance? dance wat kind of danc eat? eat wat thing? drink? drink wat thing? play? PLAY WAT? hai yoyo.. after asking so many question still got so many question... LOL! XD now everybody, can u imagine how lame am i??? ;)

dun wan type liao la.. later u all send me to mental hospital i mati.. XD BYEBYE!

2007-11-11T14:32:00.000+08:00

haiz... today doing the styrofoam thingy again. then creating steps. SIAN! argh! then he very the idiot lor, actually my mood still ok de lor. everytime wanna aim me! **** LA! STUPID! not happy with all my frans say la.. need to say until so nan ting anot! "BASKET" i prefer being with them lehs.. at least better then being with U! ARGH! everytime jie say wat u shuang la..then her frans u never say anyting la! U NOE WAT IS RACIAL HARMONY ANOT! if u dunnoe, go back to nursery la.. respect others and me can not! STUPID STUPID STUPID! everytime change my mood from good to bad, but u never ever change my mood from bad to good! one day im really going to leave this damn house lor.. CANNOT TAKE IT ANYMORE LA!

IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-11-10T12:49:00.000+08:00

today traders day wors... so fast lehs.. hahas, correct wat.. wrong mehs.. then today traders day our class got do the beads thingy mahs.. then usually past few years dun take extra orders wan then this year that idiot wan... haiz.. then some still say do on the spot la.. so li hai wros.. = =" then at last everybody kana scolded then needa rush... stupid right.. hai yo! then i keep redoing the "yan" name lor... the keychain side ways oso redo... the knot so ugly she confirm say redo then i ownself redo la of cos.. then at last hazel help me do.. then hers so fast done lor.. thats why we say she PRO! LOL!

then after that lehs.. we needa rush to the canteen eat lunch, cos we having rehearsals at 1.45 i guess... then after we practice in the music room lehs.. we proceed to the hall to do a full rehearsal.. then the amazing 5 or 6 la.. nadia and syazzy dance until so damn nice lor.. the rest i not so sure cos, i onli concentrate on nadia and syazzy! SORI! hahas.. but no choice mahs.. they stand right at the front oso.. =X then aces last item mahs.. then we keep on laughing lor.. stupid hafeez la.. me and sj moving that time.. the basketball move.. everybody moving la then he speak tamil then everybody laugh.. then he said happy deepavali... stupid right! then everybody starting laughing like hell lor.. make me cannot do my steps properly.. LOL! then when miss yong(if i did not spell wrongly) saying the ending thingy mahs.. then she said the areobics team is very generous with our smile.. then sj was like we not even smiling lor we laughing lor.. hahas.. watever la...

then after that lehs.. zim got inter house soccer mahs.. then he gotta stay back lor.. haha! wat i toking about la.. hahas of cos must stay back la. LOL! then syaffi and sj keep saying that they wan saw the styrofoam then at last let them lor.. anot my ears will kana burst by them lehs.. hahas. then we saw saw saw saw saw saw and saw! then about 6? hazim and hafeez came back from the inter house soccer thingy.. then before they come, a little before i start feeling to vomit.. then uncomfortable.. then they come lehs.. my stomach pain like hell lor.. then u noe wat... is the stupid gastric! IDIOT RIGHT! ARGH! haiz... but no choice.. i continue sawing la of cos.. then my head keep on is facing down de.. LOL! no choice mahs.. so pain lehs.. then opposite is zim.. = ="

dun wanna type le la.. stomach still pain lehs! BYEBYE EVERYBODY! +_+

2007-11-09T12:46:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASPER! (07.11.07)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MDM AFFA! (07.11.07)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHI HUI JIE!

XD this few days so busy sehh... no time to blog.. or should i say lazy?? hahas! anyway its true wors.. really no time wat! gotta to do the performance thingy arhx.. but today i went to play la, cannot blame lehs, i cannot stuck at home everyday right.. will sick wan sehh... LOL! OK! now everybody's giving me a real headache man! wanna quarrel with me, dun choose now la! wan to quarrel choose next friday la.. i can quarrel with u until midnight oso no problem arhs! IDIOT LA! hai yoo! zzz... now wat, claudia sick liao so i gotta do everything, thats fine with me la.. but at least they gotta practice right when they at claud's house.. anot why is it call practice! but they end up playing... and can i say that they are angry with me or watever.. just cos i bluff claud that im going? i have to right! anot how's she gonna let me stay at home and do the props! ARGH! im really having a serious headache man! WHY AM I JUS SO WORTHLESS! i cant do every single thing properly! WAT THE ****! haiz...

dun wan tok about this idiotic thing liao la... make me have a even worst headache! L O L! hmmm... anyway today me, shi jie, manda and si han went to ESCAPE THEME PARK! HAHAHA! can say fun can say sian la.. u noe why sian not.. cos the queue for everything is like dragon lor... haiz... then the pirate ship under maintenience! relovution oso under maintenience! the rainbow oso under maintenience! WAT THE ****! the very fun wan all under maintenience! idiot right... ok now, we went to sit the family rollar coaster, wet and wild, inverter, flipper then i dunnoe le.. STM arhx.. LOL! oh ya.. me and shi jie went into the haunted house too... wah sehh that one... me and her step in hoh, see the 'curtain' scream liao! LOL! i so scared got someone tap me lor... then we slowly walk in then we saw things mahs.. then suddenly move lor... then we started screaming like hell lor! then after that we scream scream scream then suddenly hoh got one "ghost" he on the flash light mahs.. then sj saw first then she scream like hell lor! then i saw i oso scream.. then after we run la of cos.. then he got chase sia.. then we wanna cross the bridge that time i saw him chasing so i pull sj la.. then our leg all wobbly lliao... so she almost fell.. LOL! but luckily didn't arhs... later got one man grab her leg she will faint sia.. LOL! then she started saying.. i wan to go out i wan to go out! then we dunnoe where the hack is the exit lor... then we was like see wat oso scream.. really very scarey lehs... i now think oso scared arhs... then we so scared when we open the curtains that time hoh.. got people come out and scare us or touch us lor! ARGH! so whenever we open the curtain right.. we jus anyhow hit and run la... LOL! not that kind of hit of cos! hahas... anyway its jus really very scary la.. *shiver* then when we open the first door to the exit then we in so called a small room mahs.. then i anyhow touch to find the door to outside of cos! then i touch a net i think then i scream.. then sj oso scream.. then i push the door.. qutie hard lor then hit the people standing outside.. then we say sori la of cos.. LOL! very scary REALLY! ARGH! next time cannot 2 person go nia wors... LOL!

then we sit the flipper mahs.. manda and si han and sj dun dare sit wan at first then i convince sj... then manda then si han...then after we sit right its like so damn nothing lor.. i still find it about dots lor.. and like so boring sehh... at first tot so exciting.. LOL! i like the most is the rollar coaster and the inverter! SO DAMN FUN SIA! the rollar coaster is like normal la... but abit very short la... hahas... dun expect it to be so long la cos its "family" coaster! hahas...then the inverter, when me and sj sit for the second time damn funny lor... in front the people one of them drop his coin then drop on sj mahs... then when over turn thattime all fall to the ground.. then people might be thinking, WAH! money fall from the sky! LOL! but so damn siock sehh! HAHA! then the wet and wild.. im like so damn wet lor... sit in front oso very wet sit behind lehs even wetter... idiot right! LOL! then im like jus drop into the swimming pool like that lor.. can u imagine how wet am i! hahas.. anyway that day is quite fun la.. hahas!

then about 3? i went back home, so early right.. sian lor.. then they stay longer.. i went home do the damn props.. idiot right... haiz.. luckily zim feez and nadiah got help me anot i die liao arhs.. hahas... then after that lehs syaffi came then sj and amanda, then amanda left then about 7.30 everybody left... HAHA! ok i noe im lame, but who cares... hahas.. ok thats my day! BYE PEOPLE!

once again,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CASPER!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY MDM AFFA!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHI HUI JIE!
(i still owe the three of them their presents! XD)

2007-10-28T14:27:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZIM'S DAD!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASYIQIN!

HAHA! its like so coincidence lor... his dad and my dad same bday! hahahahaha! LOL! i siao wan la.. jus because of this i so happy... LOL! CRAZY GAL! once again, happy bday to asyiqin too!

we went to eat seafood jus now at defu lane.. the squid/sotong so damn nice lor! ARGH! want to eat it again sia.. hahas! the fried rice there oso not bad la.. hehehe! then after that lehs we went to parkway SHOPPING! ok la... didn't buy much actually.. then ben kor his back the spine got blood clot mahs.. then cannot bend down all this.. then his shoe lace come out mahs..then kim jie need to help him tie, everybody like all looking at her lor.. then she so pai seh.. hahahahaha! then wanna go back that time hoh... ben kor say his shit wanna come out liao then ask kim jie go his house first can not arhs... he wanna do business... then he started driving a while then he say he cannot liao.. wanna come out liao.. then ask us to wait in the car then he go do business... then we wait la no choice... then he come back to the car that time... then he drive drive drive then he say he still wanna shit lehs.. then kim jie ask him why jus now dun wan finish then come out then he say the cleaner ask him go out cos she/he wanna wash the toilet.. then he say urgent lehs.. then the cleaner say then go to the first floor toilet la... LOL! then at last he went to the coffee shop toilet... park at the road there then he go... hahahaha!

lets go back to tuesday k.. on tuesday me, kim jie and ben kor go the dunnoe whr la... temple thingy wan... then we go there damn early lor.. sit down there for 1.5 hours lehs... kim got her DS to play.. then me lehs, she her play la! LOL! then about 8 plus plus that time.. ahboi kor, shi hui jie they all come le mahs.. then talk talk talk lor.. then i keep on looking at ahboi kor then he tot i looking at him, actually i looking at his eyebrown then hw smile at me.. then i smile back la of cos.. then i started laughing, cos he eating something then he ask me wanna eat not.. then i shake my head mahs.. then he say" then u keep on looking at me eat, i very pai seh lehs." in chinese la.. then i smile and laugh abit lor.. then kim jie and shi hui jie look at us then kim jie ask me why i laugh until like that then i shake my head like nothing nothing like that la.. hten after still got tell her lor... she keep asking mahs.. then no choice ! LOL!

then after that the table behind us they started pointing to me mahs.. ahboi kor say one la.. cos they realise that got one boy sitting at their table wearing the same shirt as me.. i wearing the green and white stripe shirt mahs.. then that guy oso wearing green and white stripe de.. then ahboi kor ask me, he my bf arhs.. then i was like no la of cos, i dun even noe him lor... wat the... then ahboi kor say to me, eh he seeing me lehs.. then i was like so? LOL! then he went there ask him wan my hp no. not.. then he say at first he shake his head then second time he say dun wan but nod his head.. then everybody laughing lor... but the way he do it really very funny sia...

after after that lehs.. ben kor de korkor ask him come over.. idiot right! sit next to me somemore lor.. then i was like dun wan to look there.. then he started asking that guy some stupid and idiot question.. then i jus keep quiet la of cos... hais... i wont forget that day and wont forget ahboi kor abd ben kor's korkor lor!!!! will rmb them forever arhs.. especially ahboi kor... he started all this first!!! ARGH!!!!! i was like nothing to do with it lor.. then they pull me into the water... idiot right! hai yo.. unlucky day.. then kim jie ask me, i regret wearing this shirt right? then i nod my head like so siao lor... then she oso got ask i regret coming right.. then i nod my head oso... hais... but forget it la... since go already then wat to do, bear with it lor.. really no choice mahs..then kim jie keep saying my face red liao... but no lor... hai yoyo! then a bowl of prawn come then ben kor's korkor ask the guy to take one and peel for me then i was like... no thanks i dun eat prawn... LOL! although i eat but needa bluff mahs... anot me and him will be like so damn pai seh lor... hais... then after he go back le...

then macdonald kor come... then he lips there got red red mahs.. then i tot he go dye his mustache lor... actually is red wine! LOL! then i bluff him say still got then he really believe lor... LOL! then i keep on laughing... then he drink beer oso got the white white one.. then other ppl drink no have.. then ahboi kor started saying ur mouth got problem la... LOL! damn funny lor...

ok la... dun wanna continue le... after that not funni le... =) BYE PEOPLE!

once again,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAZIM'S DAD!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASYIQIN!

2007-10-23T13:13:00.000+08:00

today in school doing posters... zzzz... for the traders day thingy lor... claudia, shi jie, amanda, shi jie and me drawing for the keychain wan mahs... then needa think of a name, so we think like so damn so long lor... then finally claudia came up with one.. BEADO! so we used it la... no choice ma... but its cute though! hahas! then i draw finish 3 poster le.. they haben even draw one.. LOL! then claudia "i feel like boxing u lehs" lol... something like that la... forget le, STM! = =" watever la... then lehs.. before that, in the morning we went to com lab mahs.. then teacher let us do anything we want.. then at first i intend to blog anot really nothing else to do lehs.. then si han came to sit beside me.. so at last did not blog.. anot later she very the sian.. so we went to paint...we draw a person first.. its so cute lor 'like real'! then we colour colour colour.. the skin colour is purple i think... ok its really so damn "cute"... LOl! si han keep on laughing then shi jie was like running around? cos the com all very lag mahs.. then whenever u wanna go into a web or go somewhere la, usually will take some time.. so she started going here and there...then after that we started toking, escape theme park thingy la... they planning to go bahs... then we like so siao lor... HAHA! i did not save the picture of cos... actually i intend to lor.. but is school com so did not save... =X

then arhs.. today in class ***** looks so .... dunnoe how to say la... like something happened? i did ask him la... i asked u ok not? wat happen? but he said nothing arhs... i didnt continue asking cos is like people or even he himself will think i oso not his mother or watever i ask so much or care so much for wat.. or worst think i very busybody or kpo then so pai seh... but at last he said he bored mahs.. then nothing to do.. then he seems like finding excuses? watever la.. he went back to normal after he came back from the washroom with jon.. dunnoe whether he acting not la... but to me he seems like.. but i cant say anything wat, cos im not even confirm with it... but since he's "back to normal" then leave it lor.. i cant do anything right? but seriously im quite concerned la... =\

ok... thats enough about him le... WA! i tell u all arhs... chinese class that time.. can say very boring can say quite fun la.. teacher toking about lesbian and gay mahs.. in chinese is "tong xing lian".. LOL! then that idiot eugene tan go throw the so called campus? the sharp point throw at my back.. then i shout "OUCH" lor.. luckily teacher never hear sia.. but really very pain lehs... hai yoyo... gonna get back on him arhx! hahas... hais.. we all still doing the "san zi jing"... really very sian lehs. SERIOUSLY! dunnoe why teacher dun think its sian lor... oh ya! she ask us to go back and think about dunnoe wat thing.. hmmm... let me recall. i think is like wat is ur dream? in chinese i think is "zi yuan"? dunnoe la.. but i really dunnoe lor.. last time thought of it before but now no.. last time i so damn like being a teacher sia.. but now dun think so bahs.. i realise its so tiring.. LOL! hmmm... wats my dream? maybe is, get into U? hahas... a person hu dun even like to study oso can have this dream.. hahas. = =" but i do hope im able to get in la.. go poly but go U .. if like that can arhs.. then good lo.. but actually its not impossible lor.. in poly that time u gotta really work very hard la if u really wanna get into U.

ok.. now lets see, still got wat thing happened today? hmmm.... "thinking hard" oh yeah.. after school me and sj went to the aircon coffee shop there eat.. we saw amanda and her family and saw jav, chi keat, daryl and jordan[i think].. amanda so us.. but jav they all never.. LOL! watever la.. then after eating lehs.. we went to the coffee shop [upstairs on] to buy french fries.. then sj was saying that now that uncle give very little lor.. last time everytime give full one then noe give about half only lor.. LOL! but its quite true la.. they should not suddenly drop so much wat i thought? should like drop bit by bit.. anot later ppl will think like they very stingy like that... hahas! worst is scared nobody go and buy arhs, or maybe lesser people so buy.. LOL! watever la, i care so much for wat sia.. oso not i selling.. hahas... i siao wan la.. so the people who read my blog right.. after reading will think.. i really very lame.. boring until like that mahs.. no choice.. XD

ok, i think thats enough for the day le bahs.. ^^~ BYE PEOPLE!

* hope he's alright.. =(

2007-10-22T13:22:00.000+08:00

wat is going on man! why are things happening the way it is not supposed to be??? my life really sucks alot man.. so many unhappy things happen in one go! WAT IS THIS! one of the days i will go mad... i cant take it anymore! ok u noe wat... i had a tiff with my mother on thursday ok.. she's like totally change? ok, in the past she seldom calls me when im out with my frans... and thats before PSLE! but after PSLE i dunnoe wat gotten into her.. she always dun allow me to go out? then when i go out and i came back a bit later.. she scold me.. and when im outside she keep on calling... i thinking is that her? but i feel like telling her this on thursday when i got home u noe.. cos she doesnt allow me to go to my teachers house.. its hari raya! and she doesnt allow me to... wat the hell is this.. ok this is wat she said to me when i called her to ask for her permission...

ME: mummy, can i go vist my teacher?
MOTHER: for wat? come back now for dinner.
ME: for a while onli..
MOTHER: where is her house?
ME: blk 102.. very near our house onli..
MOTHER: u go there for wat.. she eating her dinner now, then u go there see her eat arhs.. and she allow u to go her house mehs?
ME: forget it la! i go home now la!

at that time im really very angry, why she said that.. sometimes i really think she's really unreasonable u noe.. but at that very moment i dun have a choice, so i raised my voice.. and after saying i did not say bye or watever and jus put down the phone.. i was about to cry.. but i bare with it.. and i walk up to shi jie and tld her.. i go home first.. hais.. then he saw me about to cry.. so he went up to me and asked me i ok not.. then i did not answer him at first.. then he ask again.. ur mom scolded u? then i jus nodded while rubbing my tears away.. he said again can u go home urself? then i nodded my head again.. ask again u sure? i nodded once again.. then he said ok then take care bye.. then wat i said? i said bye la... then walk off quickly.. hais... at the moment i really want to tell him this u noe..THANK YOU SO MUCH *****! hais... but i wasnt able to.. i cant even open my mouth and talk to him.. i dun noe why.. hais.. walking halfway... i realise that shi jie green packets were with me.. so i called her.. i told her i will return her on monday.. and she ask me again.. am i ok? of cos i had to say ya.. then we talk for a while then we put down..

when i reach home.. i did not call her... i jus throw my bag on the chair... and walk into the toilet.. then when i came out.. i took my bag and was about to go upstairs when she said, come and eat.. then i said I DUN WAN TO EAT LA! [in chinese] then i went upstairs.. then she scolded me say,u dun always throw ur temper arhs.. then i did not bother of cos.. then i went to take a bath.. when i bathing i was crying at the same time.. hais... i really have no idea why things turn out this way u noe.. i dun noe wat am i supposed to do, to get away from all this! its killing me!! ARGH! i need a shoulder to lean on, to cry on..

oh ya.. this is wat i wanted to say to say.. mummy why are u so unfair to me.. krsital jie o level u also let her go out.. u oso never keep on calling her or never let her go out.. then i after psle le why cant u jus give me some space some freedom! kim jie, krsital jie they go out until wat time u oso never scold them, never even say anything lor.. then why the person u like to say to is me! its really very unfair u noe... kristal jie never study u oso never say anything.. why u like that one... then u keep saying why i like to compare with others.. then i can say u oso compare me with hazel wat.. then why u have to compare with her.. u can compare with shi jie oso wat why must it be hazel.. and if i dun compare how would u noe? i bet u dun wan to learn her attitude right.. then please stop comparing me to her!

hais.. thats wat i wanted to say u noe.. but at last i didnt.. since she did not say anything.. its no point of me saying this... hais.. ok thats for now.. bye people! =(

2007-10-21T09:50:00.000+08:00

HAHA! lets recall the things about last saturday k? i no time post la.. or maybe lazy??? LOL! okok, now lets think... hmmm... last saturday arhs.. oh, i forget!

SELAMAT HARI RAYA 2 ALL MALAYS IN THIS WORLD!

okok.. now lets see.. AH HUH! that day i wake up quite early wors... but the night before i sleep very late lehs.. LOL.. then i go change all this.. wanna go whitesands top up my ez-card.. then about 9.50a.m. like that i rmb i needa collect something from izni.. then need to go earlier mahs.. so i quickly leave house lor.. then walk to whitesands, stay there for 5 mins then walk back again.. damn tired lor.. u people should try it.. then later i call izni.. then she say she cant come out already.. so i no choice lor.. have to go find her house, collect her gift to emerson from her.. then after walk back to the bus stop.. then finally i can sit down and rest my "ke lian" de legs... HAHA! then when i look up , the sky is like OMG! so dark! meaning gonna rain le lor... SEE,

and arhs.. i forget to say.. i walking back to the bus stop that time.. emerson call me, tell me they change timing, he say they 11 then leaving house... cos they realise that 11 reach there abit too early le.. then i was like.. wat the.. why never realise earlier sia.. then i no need so early wake up le lor.. =X but i say nvm la.. i reach there early lor.. have to say like that wat.. anot wat, scold him arhs.. LOL.. btw, this is wat izni gave emerson [but onli the outer sight of it nia] ^^~

then lehs, the bus finally came... BUS 53! hehe.. then arhs... then.. then... i go up the bus la.. LOL... then wait and wait and wait.. and FINALLY reach terminal 1!!! but so early lehs.. about 11? then i walk to burger king.. then sit down there, ALONE! then lehs, dunnoe why all of a sudden my head pain like hell, like will faint any moment sia.. and finally casper came.. but HE NEVER SAW ME LOR! he just walk past! ARGH! no choice... i take my things.. go find him.. he at another end... he's with his three other frans bahs.. 2 from taiwan 1 from china de... then i sit at the table next to them lor.. = =" then arhs, he ask me wanna eat anything not.. then i shake my head lor.. then he keep asking then i keep shaking lor.. LOL! oh ya! and the stupid emerson come so late lor.. about 12?? then he got call casper go counter mahs.. maybe take their tickets bahs.. then left me and his three frans.. i like so pai seh lor.. then suddenly one of them ask me how old am i, then of cos i say 12 la.. after that we speechless again... zzzz.. and this is their air ticket... [emerson de]

they algiht at KAOHSIUNG i think.. and arhs, their flight no. is 1668! hehe.. i looking at the big board that time hoh, i go blurr blurr look at hong kong lor.. i keep thinking they flying to hong kong.. then after that i rmb they all going back taiwan.. LOL! siao right me... haha!after that i dunnoe which part of taiwan they flying to mahs.. forget see emerson's ticket.. so i try to see the photo i took .. then finally i saw... the flight no. is 1668. then i see la.. is kaohsiung.. LOL! and they taking the china airline.. XD then i wait until about 2.20p.m. lehs.. the time they daparting..

LOL! i took casper photo secretly.. =P if he sees arhs.. can say bye bye to all of u le.. LOL! kim jie say casper quite handsome lehs.. LOL. then she say emerson the looks too kiddy le.. LOL! then i keep on laughing sia.. but true wat casper more handsome then emerson wat... onli izni dun agree.. LOL! thats why cannot say emerson not cute or not handsome in front of her de.. she will go mad.. but i still keep on continue saying la... =D

and lehs... IZNI THIS IS FOR U! XD enjoy seeing.. but hoh, i still think he not cute lehs.. he looks quite... dunnoe how to say lehs.. izni, this is for u,

then after sending them off lehs... juliet jie go pick me, then we go eat fish N chip! hehe! we go to the fisherman dunnoe wat one la.. but there the fish N chip really very nice sia.. but abit too much nia.. the fries bahs.. then there arhs.. the deco very cute wors... see for urself..

WA! so many people sia.. we went to bugis street shopping after that.. XD but all the things there hoh.. dun really suit me la.. so im jus window shopping.. LOL!

kim jie say she very ugly wors... but i dun think so lehs.. wat about all of u.. do u think so? LOL! i noe la.. i very the bo liao.. very the lame.. but really nothing to write le mahs.. so i anyhow write lor.. anot wat to do? =X

dark dark seh.. but the sky so nice sia.. i like it! cant see the moon.. is cresent moon i think... very the nice lor.. but too bad.. i take le, but cant see... anyway we went to blk 85 and eat our dinner? the ba cho mee there very the nice lor.. but then lehs.. anot of mosquito.. then make my leg so itchy lor.. hais..

then arhs... we went to wash car.. hehe.. cos juliet jie say lehs... her car very dirty.. =X then the car behind us hoh.. wash until so funny.. but no time to take.. cos they clean off le.. but can take other part of it washing! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

okok.. lets stop here.. i really had no idea wat to type anymore... hais.. okok! BYEBYE! ^^~

2007-10-13T11:22:00.000+08:00

yesterday arhs.... we played badminton, soccer and frisbee in school! XD hahas.. so fun lor! but during chinese class not that fun liao.. teacher teaching "san zi jing", i almost fell asleep lor.. javier abit more then sleep liao.. lol! but really very sian lehs... u all can try lor.. not even 1 period u all sleep liao.. LOL! cos we in mdm li's class for a certain time le.. thats why we still can make it through her lessons.. anot we mati arhs! LOL!

say until playing soccer.. jon, alex, kenzie, jav and that ivan arhs, damn pro lor.. pro like siao! they play hoh is like, WAH! LOL! then i anyhow kick wan... dunnoe how to play mahs.. hai yo! LOL! then claudia not feeling well so we never play le lor.. anyway tired le mahs.. then we saw teacher playing frisbee, so we play oso lor.. hahas! then we play game, gals against boys, but some boys come to the gals team la... anot the gals loose for sure liao! LOL! but actually play frisbee quite fun wors.. serious lehs. XD how i wish everyday can like that man... if that mrs chin not in school everyday then good liao lor.... haiz.. but dunnoe whether will not... unless she dun scold us la, then we can play le! hahahahahaha! ya la, she wun scold us, but she will scold the teachers de.. then later teacher needa write report again... then that stupid chin will talk and talk and talk during the morning assembly... hais... why got such principal sia... = ="

anyway, i yesterday went to cut my hair oso wors!!! hahas... some say ugly some say ok la... shi jie oso cut le... she damn pretty lor! ARGH! so envy her sia.. hahas! but she really very pretty sia... cannot stop saying! haha! then kana scolded by her, cos i keep looking at her! hahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! watever la... jus saying tat she is really very pretty jiu shi le! ARGH! PS: SHI JIE I LOVE U !!! HAHAHAHHAHA!

i dun tok about yesterday le... hmm... talk about today! today i never go skool wors... heard from people that, p6 damn lot people never go! HAHAHAS! our class onli about 17 people go nia.. LOL! so damn pathetic lor.. dunnoe teacher teach wat sia... LOL! luckily teacher never bring them go play anot will miss it sia.. then will regret like hell.. hahahas.. i at home sleep until so shuang! GAGA.. and heard that my class in class read storybook arhs! LOL! sian arhs sian arhs! heng arhs, never go! anot we bored until rot lor.. lol! cannot continue saying le.. gotta go! BYE!

2007-10-11T13:34:00.000+08:00

haiz... today told him not to bother about the email... rather myself be unhappy than other people... hai yoyo... u noe wat i told him, dun bother the email la.. i yesterday siao wan.. = =" but since tell him this le, then forget about it le la.. today i trying to act happy but instead of happy i acted siao and stupid... i saying hi to everybody lor... walk past people or people walk past, hi! LOL! but jus trying to tell people that im happy.. but when they ask why i so happy? im speechless but to tell them, cos i happy lor.. no reason.. hais... have to bluff wat anot wat to do...

anyway today in class damn sian lor.. we doing the traiders day thingy... our class doing the beads and some game stores.. then so unfair sia.. 6.2 today got p.e for 3 periods lor... then the last 2 periods they went to the hall play paper aeroplane.. then we at the com lab do the movie maker thingy... i rather not go lor.. dun like going com lab actually.. jus go there for the sake of going... LOL! then in chinese class even more sian... we noe wat we did.. so called moral education.. "san zi jing" then memorise like hell lor.. then now still mus memorise... jia lat.. jus now trying to stuff the "san zi jing" things into my head lor.. then finally now, i am able to... hahas.. i scared is teacher ask us memorise the whole book.. then i rather die arhs... i abit already half dead liao.. whole book, ha! the onli thing i will say is bye everybody! LOL!

then today i see her face hor, dunnoe why even more "qian bian" sia.. serious lehs.. almost give her punch man... if i really did that right.. i will be damn happy lor.. her face will blue black, then she will be damn pretty lor! HAHAHAHA! i noe i very bad la, but i jus cant stop hating her.. argh! i guess she oso bahs... most slightly? she totured me for so many years, and now its my turn.. but i guess i cant though... hais.. forget it la.. 1 and the half more month nia.. bear with it la, unless she did something really make me unbearable then i will will cant control myself and beat her sia! i have a feeling that she will do something, making me really hit her lehs.. ARGH! if i hit her then everybody will go to her lor, maybe she cry, then all the boys will scold me then go console her.. then she will be damn happy lor... IDIOT FREAK LA SHE! trying to get the boys attention onli... "hu li jing" LOL! hais.. lets stop here for now.. bye!

2007-10-09T18:13:00.001+08:00

i hope i did not hurt him though... but if i dun tell him earlier, im afriad that he might ended up like *****.. haiz... forget it, since i said already, i cant change the fact...

***** arhs.. i think we should jus be frans u noe... i'm afriad that i might hurt u like how i did to ***** and *****.. u're a good guy.. everyday can see that.. but i'm not good enough u noe. i have a unhappy history it may affect u if we're together.. so i rather we jus be good frans.. i hope u understand.. i really dun wanna hurt anybody anymore... enough is enough. as for now, i dun think i wan to be in any relationship.. i jus one to be frans, frans and frans.. jus frans, with any guys or any gals.. its hard to mantain a relationship, like wat happen to me and *****.. we thought we can mantain it forever, but u see, wat happened. he got hurt.. and its because of me right? i really hope not to hurt u.. really.. can u pls dun ask me about this thing anymore.. i decided for a very long, then i decided to tell u this.. pls dun let me regret. i dun have the guts to tok to u about this face to face or through the fone.. nothing will be coming out from my mouth.. perhaps i am scared to hear ur voice.. anyway, i really hope u can understand, yeah? lets jus all be frans.. bye..

pearlyn.

2007-10-09T07:56:00.000+08:00

psle over le should be happy wat.. but dunnoe why suddenly think of her... it seems like i wun dun think about her.. she jus cant be erase in my head... like she will be superglued in my head lor..... if really like that arhs...i rather jump down the building and jus end my life arhs... everybody think i dun dare... true la i dun dare but if i really want i can...

everything seems juggling inside my brain...i finally manage to keep everything inside a big big box in my but they jus came out from a it uncontrobally and float all over the place in my brain... nobody can cure the cut in my heart and my brain, even myself... she like will appear everytime in my head.. i wun noe when she will appear! i hope this will end as soon as possible... i really hate the feeling i have now and the attitude towards my frans and... him...

anyway hope that my psle will get good results.. then can go in anglican... really hope so... dun wanna disappoint daddy and mummy...

2007-09-22T01:33:00.000+08:00

haiz... fever le lor... sore throat oso... I HATE SOAR THROAT! hope tml can dance sia... tml very important to me lehs!!! very very very important!!!! dancing at botanic garden... so excited about it!!! hahas... luckily my fever not that serious... slight fever nia... but mrs lim say go back rest, she scared spread to other people mahs... then she oso got say must rest more cos tml got a very important event right... quite true la.. but is not important is very very very very the important!!! LOL! but sad arhs, today cant go for aces practice... LOL.. but nvm la.. at home if got energy then practice lor... then must study oso... PSLE COMING LE!!!! ARGH! scary arhs... why must take psle sia.... make us so tense up then make us so scared.... LOL! okok, enough le.... got to rest! ;) bye guys!

2007-09-17T16:57:00.000+08:00

ARGH! sian arhs... dun wanna do HW liao.... see the words, GONG liao! but dunnoe lehs, these few days i keep wanna go LIBRARY STUDY lehs... maybe wanna get GOOD GRADES bahs.. show to daddy that i NOT STUPID one! LOL.. siao la me.. how i WISH tml shi jie will go TM LIBRARY with me.. but MOST SLIGHTLY wun la... sian! but still lehs, hope she WILL pei wo! everytime REGECT me de!!!! WAWAWA!!!! i REALLY REALLY REALLY wannna get GOOD grades then show mrs lim, mummy, daddy, kimberly jie, kristal everybody see i is CAN get good grades wan! DUN LOOK DOWN ON ME!!!!! hias.. but lehs, how i study the things still CANT go into my head.. after i study FEW HOURS bo liao! LOL! my brian siao liao!!! BU ZHENG QI arhs... everytime give me SO MANY problems! LOL! how i wish today wanna go school that time then FEVER! lol, if really like that then SIOCK liao! HAHAS! yown* wanna sleep liao la... after playing SOCCER at the moon cake festival then do HW... so tired liao.. LOL! GOOD NIGHT EVERYBODY! SWEET DREAMS! ^^~

2007-09-16T03:37:00.000+08:00

waa... sian sia... still got SO MUCH hw HABEN do.... zzz... PSLE LISTENING jus over lehs... let us RELAX for A weekend oso cannot.... LOL! Mrs Lim these few days keep on saying we work hard for 2 MORE WEEKS then CAN relax already.. but if we DUN WAN to cooperate then AFTER psle she will make us work TWICE AS HARD!!!! LOL.. but dun even noe she still wan us to work wat thing.... LOL! unless she still got WORKSHEETS for us to do la..LOL! HOPE DUN HAVE! anot i go SUE her! STUDENT ABUSE!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!

HOMEWORK: math full paper...
english section A...
science full paper...
xi zi...
composition...
ting xie...

I think thats it le bahs... but still ALOT sia... SIAN ARHX! why got SO MANY hw want!!! other classes oso DUN HAVE so much!!! then teacher will say, we are the FIRST class of cos we will have to work DOUBLE HARD! ARGH! then i rather be in the SECOND class! LOL! jkjk..

2007-09-11T19:59:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU! emerson thank you so muchy!

LOVE IT MAN!

si han zhen de xie xie ni o! hehehehehe...

HAZIM THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH!! syaffi and khan thank you! my pizza treat is worth it!

amanda xie xie ni!

teddy bear! help me say thank you to claudia! =D

there's a keychain too! HAFEEZ, u're the best man!

winnie thanks so much!
shi jie, this is the best present ever! <3

MDM AFFA, MS HAYATI. THANK YOU SO MUCH! LOVE U LOTS! >.<

DADDY thank you!
spoungebob square pants! haikal give de! =P

yuwei give de. =)

alvin give de. ^^~

kimmy jie and ben kor give me de! >.<

HEHE! SHI HUA JIE happy belated birthday! =))) and happy birthday to me too!! HAHA! yesterday(10.09.07) we all go for the aces competition! we won the champion lehs!!!! damn happy sia! best birthday present ever sia! ARGH!!! hahas! and thanks for all ur presents man! hahas!